?! Weird place !?

Blog will be moved

2009-05-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

due to the blocking of blogspot in china, or probably just my house, I will find a new place for blogging
thank you for your support

I am on Hotspot Shield now

description of classes of year 9

2009-05-16T10:42:00.002+08:00

9MD: The unusual class: There are ppl who watch porn, ppl who are retarded, ppl who are in love with bball and sports altogether.
9RM: The international class: People from US, HK, Denmark, India, Germany, JPN.....
9JM: The Asian class: I don't seem a lot of foreigners, they all have a great standard of mandarin, well at least in Ms Li's class.
9AR: The cursed class: do i need to say anymore?
9ML: The hyper class and annoying class: Jin and Yvonne...lol

End of Story

2009-05-06T15:37:00.002+08:00

I think I have came to the end of the story of Fabio Kuo
Yea, I consider this is the end
I have no hope anymore
absolutely no
I really don't know my next step
I think the only clear path is to come to the end of my life
I am being hated
being disgusted
I can never be happy
I never wanted this to happen but it has
I hate myself
I hate my life
I hate being born on this world
being a failure
there is no use being here
I should just give up my life
I fucking failed all sorts or ways of life
I mean
I just suck
like in everything
I feel like drinking poison and kill myself
I should not have those confidence
that I will do well in stuff
that was retarded
absolutely no one wants this failure
of course
especially this world
its the end of story

Death, my only choice

2009-05-04T15:38:00.002+08:00

Already a failure
I have nothing to say
Really
Its over
like what I only can do is
Die
to make the world a better place
I cried till I have no tears
a fail in stuff
what am I?
A person with no hope and no future
A rubbish on the world
A rubbish that should be taken away

I have understood the feeling of being a failure
No wait, I am always one
No tears I can cry anymore
I can predict that I am going to jail soon

I am lost
I am lonely
I have no one to talk to
No one basically knows me
or even want to know me
what is the purpose of life?
my mind, my life is manacled
I want people to talk to
I want people to know me
but NO
there is none
in this world the purpose is to survive
i CANT EVEN SURVIVE IN SCHOOL!
then how am i going to live my future?
Its over
isnt it?
maybe the only way for people to know me
is to die
I am too optimistic
thinking that I am going be better
and be smart
I AM JUST TOO OPTIMISTIC

I admit
I am a failure
i don't want to be my uncle
who is a junk to the world
and I am the eldest grandson
I should even ruin the reputation of my family
I hope there is a bullet and a gun
and I'll shoot it in my brain
that is probably the fastest way to die
with the least pain
i mean i can even succeed anymore
like what my mom said no school would even accept me
no w8, maybe dulwich regrets accepting me
accepting a failure like me
i think i need to apologize
to the school
no wait, to the world!
I made the worlds suffer

anyways, the solution is for me to die
Love is over, life is over, Fabio is over, suffer for the world is over
isn't that nice?

Nothing actually matters

2009-05-03T14:30:00.002+08:00

It is just really sad how i feel inside. I mean everything I do is wrong and nothing I do is right.
I am unloved, not just i dont have a gf but not even my family loves me. As what James said , maybe death is the solution to life, I AGREE! I really don't know my next step, I might seem happy, but that is not the real me. In this world if you want to survive you have to fake yourself, even in the warmest place: home. Well think about it, home is not the warmest place. The parents exaggerate of how much they put on you but do we care? Even if you think old like me! Now they say how much of a failure I am and regret having me, WTF WTF WTF!!! Screw that it isn't Taiwan or I could've take the train or bus to go to other places like where my sister lives in Sanchong! But FUCK this is Shanghai and I have no relatives or any place I can go if i leave home!
I found out that no one is able to be trusted in this world! Betrayal goes on everywhere!
I also have no hope in my dreams, I want to be the first soccer player in Europe but I cannot run, I want to be a commentator but I am too shy to talk on TV, now what? I suck! Right? I should go to hell!
I asked buddha, it said that I am a failure and I should commit suicide to make the world better, maybe that is what I will do

got it from AA

2009-04-19T12:00:00.003+08:00

Last person you text messaged?
the telephone company to see how much money i have

What kind of phone do you have?
Nokia 5310 Xpress Music, same as Madi's

Do you currently have a hickey?
what is it?

who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
Alex Pan

Do you have a best friend?
some, its plural

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
Same but shorter

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Myself.

Do you use smiley faces on the computer too much?
50/50?

Are you happy with life right now?
50/50?

What jewelery are you currently wearing?
I aint gay

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
nope

Do you wish someone would call you right now?
nope

Do you miss someone?
hmmm...baseball frenz in taiwan and my cousin Jordan, great mates

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
does kissing cheeks count?

Do you watch a lot of tv?
heaps

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
no

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
dun think anyone would like me lol

Do you drink tea?
yep

Do you trust all of your friends?
hmm? dun get this?

Who was the first person you talked to today?
my mom, asking what's for breakfast

lol

From Ms Credit Card

2009-04-12T11:35:00.004+08:00

Wei 點。
幸福點名

幸福點點名遊戲規則：
回答下列問題，並貼到自己的網誌or報台.
寫完後，自己多加一個問題.
然後傳給15個人，可以點被點過的人.

被你點到的人你要去跟他說，我點到你了.
寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」.
不可以不寫喔，不然幸福就會跑掉喔.

1.我的大名：發比歐
2.我的生日：2／27
3.誰傳給你的：為了妳得卡
4.說出五個好朋友：笨，阿貝多，陳智暉，蔡孟修，搞死神
6.生日想要得到什麼禮物：足球衣，棒球衣，足球或籃球比賽門票＋機票
7.近期開心的事：沒有
8.近期壓力大的事：家裡
9.未來想做什麼啊：找到愛XD，遠期是有一個好工作
10.有沒有喜歡的人：好像有又好像沒有。。。
11.同學會要回去找老師嗎：呃。。。沒有同學會過庵怎麼知道？
12.跟誰出去最幸福：呃。。。之前是那個死TL，現在不知道，媽的我快哭了
13.如果你的兩個好友吵架了：當裁判？
14.跟情人出去最想去哪：。。。水上樂園XD，演唱會等
15.聖誕節要做啥：我不是基督教
16.最想跟誰過聖誕節：我說過我不是基督教！媽的！
17.有沒有起床氣：還好八
18.有幾個兄弟姐妹：2姊姊，27 and 29 歲
19.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：梁靜茹燕尾蝶，丁噹離家出走。。。
20.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：很多！五月天突然好想你，你不是真正的快樂，信樂團大驚小怪，One Night In 北京，吳宗憲小姐這是我的名片，康康你不愛我。。。
21.喜歡什麼顏色：黑
22.上廁所會不會沖水：廢話....會。
23.愛不愛我：？？？
24.喜歡男生還是女生：男生當朋友，女生可以到情人XD
25.頭髮有幾根：2分之N
26.吃跟睡哪個重要：吃
27.初吻在何時: 還在
28.身高多少：172 還 173
29.遇到好兄弟(鬼)妳跟他說的第一句話是：欸，我有拜你，去嚇別人
30.有沒有一見鍾情的經驗：沒
31.有沒有性幻想對象：變態！
32.跟被妳點名的人說一句話: 你長太高了！靠！
33.跟你最好的北鼻說句話：誰阿？
34.最愛哪個節目：很多
35.妳喜歡吃什麼：日本料理，義大利菜，牛排，台灣小吃，南洋料理
36.喜歡怎樣穿著的男生(女生)：不要邋遢，不要名牌一堆，省錢就好
37.最愛北鼻做什麼事時最認真：媽的？看不懂
38.脫光衣服後想做什麼：洗澡
39.妳無名帳號多少：沒有
40.平常假日最喜歡做什麼休閒活動：用電腦
41.一天上幾次廁所：正常的次數
42.最想大聲說什麼：罵髒話
43.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：不起來的人是卒仔
44.上廁所會不會脫褲褲：靠吆！
45.我是誰：我嗎？
46.誰很欠打：很多人
47.現在很迷什麼：足球
48.睡相很差嗎：阿災
49.現在的時間：11：50：33
50.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人: 還好
51.體重多少：80 kg
52.今天天氣：還好 15－25
53.你懷孕了嗎：我男的！
54.你若中樂透最想做什麼：去看足球and 棒球
55.現在最想吃什麼：台南的東西
56.你晚上都有爆肝嗎：我媽不准，幹
57.期中考are u ready：沒有期中考
58.喜歡喝什麼：珍珠奶茶，汽水，檸檬紅茶
59.你是豬嗎:yes
60.你是什麼學校：弟弟洗澡再虛虛
61.腦袋有洞嗎：啥？甚麼?
62.你覺得現在62題了如果還有983題你有何感想：。。。
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(1) 被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
(2) 請老實的回答每一個問題。
(3) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(4) 寫完請點15位小朋友，不可不點。
(5) 點完後請通知那15位小朋友他被點到了。

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【點名人物】

01. latios
02. Bruce
03. Lee
04. Fyre Vortex
05. Vivian
06. Jin Yu
07. Justin
08. William
09. 我二姐
10. 我堂弟
11. 陈智晖
12. 蔡孟修
13. 我大姐
14. Nathan Hsu
15. CV Wang

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還有正在看這篇網誌的你/妳們.

01-【４號認識６號嗎】：yep
02-【１４號是男還是女】：男
03-【８號的興趣是】：搞笑，耍白痴，泡妞，看A片，打游戏
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】: 有
05-【７號姓氏】：林
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：还好
07-【１１號有人追嗎】：我必须说他有人追就是奇迹，他可是宅男
08-【承上２號呢】：自己问他
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：粉紅色
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：不認識

11-【８號的生日是】：不知道
12-【１３號讀哪呢】：她在工作
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】：。。。他是我堂弟
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】：快两个月
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：常常！她我二姐！
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：ok八
17-【你喜歡和４號在一起嗎】：还好
18-【你覺得３號人怎樣】：憨厚XD

19-【你覺得１５號人怎麼樣】：呆呆
20-【你愛６號嗎】：吐吐吐吐，靠！！！！妈的！
21-【你覺得１４號和１３號會一起嗎】: 。。。我大姐有男朋友
22-【你覺得１號機車嗎】:还好
23-【你喜歡１１號嗎】：朋友拉
24-【你覺得３號正嗎】：憨厚
25-【他們誰最好】：个有好处

1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的：信用卡
2.你們認識多久呢：DCS
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎：她离我越远越好 XD
4.你與他(她)的關係是：同学
5.請問他(她)的興趣是：画画八
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何：容易被骗
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分：。。。无可奉告

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＊睡覺前第一件事：躺在床上
＊起床前第一件事：下床走路XD
＊你的偶像是：五月天
＊你喜歡的季節：都可以
＊你打工過嗎：恨想！但没有
＊打工次數：0
＊你想去的國家：美國，英国，
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性：花癡 38 不負責任自戀，乱花钱，spoiled
＊你常哭嗎：還好
＊你常笑嗎：没
＊你喜歡去哪兒玩：家里的电脑
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎：恩
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點：9
＊今天的天氣是（晴雨陰）請選擇：晴
＊機會和命運你會選擇:这不是超级大富翁
＊你很自戀嗎: i know i suck
＊你有穿過耳洞嗎:没有
＊這問卷多不多：廢話
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點：不知道
＊喜歡吃冰嗎：还不错
＊現在幸福嗎：没有
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友：ben 阿贝多，搞死神
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼：床
＊最常夢到什麼：未来的事情
＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他：阿每个人不都会有犯错的时候？
＊如果要你在操場大喊你會喊什麼?：。。。

New music blog

2009-04-10T09:44:00.000+08:00

after a soccer blog, now there is a music blog
axmusicblog.blogspot.com

blog for soccer fans

2009-04-09T22:15:00.001+08:00

yea i created this new blog, axsoccernews.blogspot.com haha

damn...

2009-04-02T14:39:00.002+08:00

I need to restart all my FIFA since my computer's Vista is screwed up
lol

FIFA 09 report

2009-03-29T14:16:00.002+08:00

so hmm
here is another FIFA 09 report

Here is my starting lineup, a 4-3-2-1

GK: P. Kuo Ovr 99
RB: M. Sze Ovr 99
RCB: Breno Ovr 91
LCB: M. Richards Ovr 93
LB: G. Bale Ovr 90
RM: L. Messi Ovr 98
CM: C. Fabregas Ovr 94
LM: C. Ronaldo Ovr 97
RF: M. Hamsik Ovr 93
LF: A. Pato Ovr 96
ST: H. Kim Ovr 99

Subs
GK: Rui Palacios Ovr 87
CB: G. Pique Ovr 88
CB: G. Milito Ovr 87
LWB: Dani Alves Ovr 90
CM: A. Ramsey Ovr 87
CM: F. Skjelbred Ovr 89
ST: S. Eto'o Ovr 91

Others:
CB: C. Puyol Ovr 87
CB: M. Cacares Ovr 83
CM: A. Iniesta Ovr 86
CM: Xavi Ovr 86
RF: R. Suljmani Ovr 88
ST: Bojan Ovr 90

Awesome bargain buys:
Hamsik and Suljmani: They were all free agents so I didn't have to pay any transfer fee. Hamsik also went into my starting XI
Skjelbred: A great player who can master plenty of positions, bought him from FC Copenhagen I think
Bale: A great left back and can also play midfield and even striker, bought from Tottenham
Pato: Still improving and great shooting skills, bought from AC Milan
Ramsey: A good attacking central midfielder, can play striker, bought from Arsenal

future buys: I think my defenders aren't enough since Milito and Puyol are old, so I need some good central defenders who can master the sides of the defense.
I would say my midfield is powerful but its kind of lacking people, Xavi and Iniesta are old so I need to buy young ones
My strikers are good and enough, but I think I need another goalkeeper. Somehow my goalkeeper got sent off once and I did nothing, and yes, it is P. Kuo who got sent off....WTF!

My XI is young and strong! None of them in the Starting 11 is over 30 yrs old and under 90 overall...PWNAGE!!!

Main players:
M. Sze, the captain and the main guy in defense
G. Bale, the provider of defense needs and alot of attacking options
L. Messi, the only one in the starting 11 who was with Barcelona from the start, others were bought from other teams
A. Pato, a great striker who supports H. Kim
H. Kim, the top goalscorer in plenty of leagues consecutively
F. Skjelbred, the super sub of plenty of positions
Suljmani: Great goal and game ratio, scored in his debut as a sub in the late minutes of the game and the goal was the winning goal

future sells:
Puyol, Milito, Xavi, Iniesta: old.........
Cacares: useless

Where is my future?

2009-03-25T15:37:00.000+08:00

I cannot find my future
anymore
anywhere
its just an ending of my dreadful life
I failed life
I failed everything
I dont know
this uncanny feeling is stuck with me
every homework
every exam
every project
is a bit of you're future
I fail everything
EVERYTHING!

I really want to cry
I cannot fin the real Fabio
The Fabio who was happy all the time
successful all the time
and be the one to rely on

The Fabio now
was never happy
was always scolded
was the teachers's hate
adults's hate
the one to be deserted
the one who always failed

My smiles
are all fake
my happiness
are all fake
the only things that are true
are my deep sighs
my anger
my depression
and certainly my emoness
most certainly self harming

I am the one who gets in trouble
I am the one who has been to the headmaster's office
I am the one who got suspended

I think I am the one who should be expelled
I think I am the one who should be imprisoned
I think I am the one who should not be in this world anymore!

I am harm
I am hate
I am anger

maybe my next destination is the prison
maybe my next destination is the execution place
maybe my next destination is hell

I can't believe I failed so much...

MY day, shit

2009-03-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

nothing so special, damn
I hate life now lol

so here is my day

p1 mdrn: weird
p2 maths: boredom
p3 geo: disappointing
p4 English: stupid
p5 drama retarded
p6 history: dumb

life really sucked
i dont know what is my future
I hate life
but I won't die
becoz of sum1
sum1 i kinda care for lol

k now nic and this random girl
is typing sumfin
hmm...
they're askin each other stuff probably
like do u masturbate
some perverted stuff
they seem to like it
are they going to DO IT
with each other?

If there is tomorrow

2009-03-22T15:31:00.002+08:00

If there is tomorrow
I want a better life
a happy life
a life with love
a life with peace
a life with no "do or die"
a good life

but where is tomorrow?
If there is
it is only
hate
war
desert
violence
scolding
envy

huh?

Regret

2009-03-21T16:15:00.003+08:00

I regret this
being born inside this world
I seem happy in school
but to tell you that is not the real Fabio
or Alfonzo
I feel sad
hated
unloved
deserted
I lost confidence
to love people now
Days passed
I am not sure
whether I should live in this world
or not
nobody cares about me
nobody even wants to try to know me
What am I?
A scumbag jerk who should die in the Sichuan Earthquake?
Maybe that is what my parents think of
maybe that is what the whole 9ML think of
maybe that is twhat the whole world think of!
I lose the confidence of living
why should I even be in the World?
I have no use
except being hated
That wasn't what I wanted
but I had to get that
I want to jump out of the window
but parents will notice and give me a good scolding
I can't tell them what I feel
I am just a kid
and kids are useless
they don't make decisions
they are the ppl who should be treated as slaves
I get scolded almost everyday
and now my parents want me
to just go to a bad school and get a bad job
like a janitor or even a beggar
they seem to not see what am I
and I don't even know what am I
I am failing in life
Is everyone too busy
to even notice me?
or am I just a fucking shitty asshole
who shouldn't even be noticed?
I know you guys won't even care
or even read
I have no one to express my feelings
basically NO ONE
I used to have TL
but now I dont
I can only leave it with myself
and severely cut myself
bonk myself
whack myself
your lives
are just too perfect
no parents hating you like that
DAMN!!!
SHIT!!!
FUCK!!!

FIFA 09

2009-03-18T18:44:00.003+08:00

hmmmm
this is my team of manager mode in FIFA 09
I am using Barcelona

I played a 3-1-3-3

GK: P. Kuo, I created myself as goalkeeper, developed into an Ovr 99 guy
RCB: M. Richards, a good defender I bought from Man City, Ovr 93
CB: M. Sze, that's Mario, the Captain I created, Ovr 99
LCB: C. Puyol, a veteran Barca, ovr 89
CDM: Dani Alves: usually an RWB but a good CDM, Ovr 88
RM: L. Messi: We all know him, Ovr 98
CM: F. Fabregas, got him from Arsenal, Ovr 93
LM: Xavi， a centre mid but ok on wings, Ovr 88
LS: Alexandre Pato, A striker bought from AC Milan, Ovr 89
ST: H.Kim, Albert, best Goalscorer in La Liga, Ovr 98
RS: Eto'o, we know him, Ovr 91

Subs:
GK: Victor Valdes, I took the place of him, Ovr 81
CB: G. Milito, a good defender but Micah is better, ovr 85
CB: G. Pique: Young and developing, Ovr 83
CM: Iniesta: A good midfield but Fabregas took his place, Ovr 87
CM: Yaya Toure: An okay midfield, Ovr 82
RM: A. Hleb: I changed Xavi to RM and Hleb came to a sub, Ovr 87
ST: T. Henry: Sadly Alex Pato is better, Ovr 88

Reserves:
CB: Marquez, going to sell him, he's old, Ovr 82
RB: Cacares: A young and developing player, ovr 83
CM: Keita: Old and sucking, gna sell him, Ovr 80
ST: Bojan, he's a really good player but Pato took his place, Ovr 85

hmm I want to get some more good players, maybe C. Ronaldo but he's expensive...lolz

Fabregas cost alot, Pato and Richards cost alot too. Well buying M. Sze was awesome

Got it from Weiwei

2009-03-18T17:44:00.002+08:00

[x] You know someone that cares about you.
[x] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/ husband/ wife
[ ] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You get good grades.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still together.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
[x] You live in a house/apartment.
[ ] You have received a valentines card.
T O T A L: 5

[ ] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[ ] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you. (i suppose?)
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.

T O T A L: 8

[x] You have over 100 friends on facebook.
[x] You have pictures on facebook.
[ ] You have more than 100 pictures on facebook.
[x] You get allowance
[ ] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[x] You look forward to going back to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school.
[x] You shower/bath daily. (who doesn't? o.o)

T O T A L: 14

[ ] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You're healthy.
[ ] You've never had a cavity.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never gotten a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[ ] You know your parents care and love you.

T O T A L: 17

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[ ] You care about many people.
[ ] You are fully happy with your life.(not fully)
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet, even if its overseas.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You don't have any enemies.
[ ] You are happy you're living.

Total: 21
you times it by two...
42%....
lol i noe my life sucks
lol

hmmmmmm

2009-03-16T19:33:00.002+08:00

haha
I will leave everythin abt TL behind
i will
starting a new life, without her...lol

well....done

a really confusing post
not quite alot of ppl geddit except male BA and FF and Jelly and LB

MORE famous lines

2009-03-15T15:05:00.002+08:00

Michelle Lee: is there pearl tea?
Charles C: Denis the penis
Olivier: Pineapples
Tomas: ohh...ohh (sounds of bed)
Vivian: 煩不煩？！
Matthew Hui: Huh?
David: 靠！這魚太好吃了！但還是比不上Vivian！
Bryan: You're disappointing (I taught him that)
Mrs. Hunt: Girls are better than boys
Steve: Battery abso
Ms. Kelso: HARHARHARHAR (Witch laugh)
Mrs. Wood: Shut up Dawei
Albert: Legabichatso
Jin Choi: Kan nari Kan nari
Jin Yu: Hello Mr. Williams

Famous lines of ppl

2009-03-14T16:28:00.002+08:00

Dawei: Give me my tiger back
Steve: You're gay
Bryan: I'm going to tazer you
Justin: How tall is (a person's name)
Charles: Soccer is better than bball
Me: FAIL!
Yvonne: oh no you didnt!
Jin: oh fine!
Andy: Oh cmon
Jerry: 把大餅換成美金我們就不會被餓死了
Alex: Oh owned!
Nico P: Fuck me
James G: 宰了你阿！
Koken: Porn give you smartness
William: He's black
Albert: ding

hmm...dunno who else

Long time no post (A real post)

2009-03-14T16:17:00.002+08:00

Yea I haven't posted for so long
I'll post one now

so basically it is a really crappy few days for me
I fought with my mom
Taiwan screwed up in baseball
Can't sleep on the bus
Got caught swearing
...
....

so this is what happened
I was going out to Haoledi last week
I told my mom
and prolly my mom forgot
and she said that I didn't tell her in advance
WTF!
and yea we started fighting

And Taiwan screwed up so bad in baseball
I am pissed
dun wanna talk about it

and these ppl in front talk so loud on the bus!
I am pissed too

and yesterday I got caught swearing by ms li
lol

that's it about these days...
so bored

Am I innocent?

2009-03-14T15:11:00.003+08:00

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.

01. Smoked
02. Drank alcohol (Lol, in the Tsingtao Beer factory, it was compulsory)
03. Cried when someone died.
04. Been drunk.
05. Had sex.
06. Been to a concert. (lol, Mayday concert)
07. Gotten/given a hand job.
08. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
09. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 98%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (Once my nose started to bleed whilst I laughed)
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. (TL!!!!)
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (Lol, Every three weeks or more Michy comes, and my mom comes in too)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 95%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car
29. Had a party. (In indo, everyone had bday parties)
30. Done drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 94%

31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone. (8 years ago)
35. Eaten sushi. (OF COURSE! MY FAVOURITE FOOD! Well one of them)
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn. (I told you guys about it already, my ex made porn and i was just seeing the evidence...lol)
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love. (Yea....)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die. (Insects! I smudge ants)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 89%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody. (Prank calling...)
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth.
59. Dressed preppy .
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88%

61. Avoided somebody. (Quite alot sometimes)
62. Been stalked. (El Stalkero!)
63. Stalked someone. (Certainly)
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument. (Drums)
66. Ridden a horse. (Yea, in Suzhou)
67. Cut yourself. (Always!)
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

Percentage so far : 82%

71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country. (WHO DOESN'T?)
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR : 81%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months. (TL, one year and 3 months)
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR : 80%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face. (Alex Leung)
100. Been raped.

79%, ...is that good? Well i am as innocent as Latios, I FINALLY FOUND HIS NEW BLOG!

Are you asian?

2009-03-07T15:44:00.002+08:00

Right, this is something weird I found on facebook... I just basically copied the whole text...

If you're Asian you GOTTA take this quiz
If you're not, just do it anyways :)

So, how 'asian' are you?????

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x ] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool (only the 360 one and also para para)
[ ] You've watched lots of anime
[ ] You like Korean drama
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] Your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 5

[ ] You style your hair
[ ] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[ ] Your parents are strict compared to other REALLY asian parents
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 11

[ ] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwan do
[x] (If you're a girl)You prefer white guys over asian guys (If you're a guy)You prefer asian girls
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

X's so far: 18

[x] Everytime you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[x] You have karaoke at home (in Taiwan)
[x] You know BOA/Gazette/Ayumi Hamasaki/Gackt (heard of them)
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[x] You own a gaming console (I count computer as one)
[x] You play a musical instrument
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[x] You get nothing if you do well in school

X's so far: 26

[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ ] You don't like football
[x] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] You like bubble tea
[x] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 31

[x] You know what bok choy is
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You have a tutor
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[x] When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad"

X's so far: 36

Total X's: 36
Your total x 2
Result: 72%

Is that really Asian? lol

hmmmm.....

2009-02-24T15:38:00.002+08:00

Now what?????
what should I type
today is a really fucking boring and shitty day
so I am not gna talk about today and instead I am just gna talk about my new PC

Yea I got a new PC
like on Saturday
and it caught virus on the next day
but the good thing is that there is no virus now

We got the new PC because the old one was already a huge bunch of shit
it would not work in any way
I dont know why but that desktop was shit
our new one was a custom made one
I had XP on it but I upgraded it to Vista Home Premium
I am trying to upgrade to Ultimate

It just costs like 2000 kuai
which is relatively cheap
2G Ram
Nvidia 8600 graphics card
Intel Coure Duo (Quad is too expensive)
and 320 GB
The only thing i hate is how it looks outside
it is REALLY GAY
everything is black and barely any design
it was shit
but the inside is really good i think

Also I got FIFA 09
I am kind of shit at it since I really suck at defense
I lost twice and no wins yet
shit
but its still fun and good 3D graphics

oh well I think I got nothin to do and i should just talk about today

p1: DT exam, i screwed up
p2: Mdrn Exam: Screwed up
p3: English: used laptops, Ms Kelso isnt here
p4: Science: Boring
p5: Art Exam: TOTAL EPIC SCREWED
p5.75: Assembly

ok the worst thing about today is the assembly
the school told us to wear the gay best dress because of the smart people
its like a punishment for being dumb
And I am the only one who is not new and in SEAMC who didn't get an award
so probably I should quit and let somebody smarter to go
hmmm...Maybe Evelyn or somebody

I am just too dumb
for SEAMC
so I shouldn't go
i should take the money back
and let other people in
sounds good
but it might be too late
since we're goin on thursday
oh well
hope it works
Koken I noe u wanna go
but u r only smart in porn
so FAIL!!!

Thurday

2009-02-19T15:39:00.000+08:00

This is a thursday
a school day
nothing much

p1 French: random revision worksheets, I won't even be here for the test
p2 PE: Badminton, stupid Mr. Dean put me at the end and I was so bored every set
p3 ICT: This random inDesign thing
p4: History: Revision
p5: Maths: Questions, skipped 15 mins of the lesson bring Albert to the Nurse
p6: Science: Got 89% on my test today, why cant it turn around..... 98 would be better lol

so that is basically my day and fuck the weather, it is raining

so here is another lineup.... Lyon

GK: Lloris
LB: Grosso
CB: Cris
CB: Clerc
RB: Reveilliere
LM: Juninho
CM: Toulalan
CM: Ederson
RM: Kallstrom
ST: Fred
ST: Benzema

Subs
GK: Vercoutre
CB: Boumsong
CB: Mensah
CM: Bodmer
CM: Makoun
CM: Santos
ST: Govou

FIne, to waste more time, I'll do a baseball one
American league best lineup
1 CF Sizemore (Indians)
2 SS Jeter (Yankees)
3 1B Konerko (White Sox)
4 DH Morneau (Twins)
5 LF Guerrero (Angels)
6 RF Hamilton (Rangers)
7 3B Iwamura (Devil Rays)
8 2B Pedroia (Red Sox)
9 C Johjima (Mariners)
P Halladay (Blue Jays)

and one for the Chinese Taipei Team

1 SS Ching Lung Hu (Dodgers)
2 LF Chien Ming Chang (Bulls-CPBL)
3 3B Yung Chi Chen (Athletics AAA)
4 1B Cheng Ming Peng (Elephants-CPBL)
5 DH Tai Shan Chang (Bulls-CPBL)
6 RF Kou Hui Lou (Rockies AA)
7 2B Chi Hsien Chiang (Red Sox A)
8 C Chi Gang Gao (Lions-CPBL)
9 CF: Che Hsuan Lin (Red Sox A)

SP: Chien Ming Wang (Yankees)
RP: Hong Chi Kuo (Dodgers)
CL: Ching Hui Tsao (Elephants-CPBL)

lol

What another boring day

2009-02-18T15:38:00.000+08:00

yea...anotha boring day
I am so bored and we didn't use laptops in classes for three straight days
fuck it
and this oral/aural whatever thingy
is quite gay
u will know why

ok so here is my day

1. maths: shit
2. geography: video
3. French: work
4. Science: boring
5. music: sleeping
6. English: asleep

wow I can finish my day life with 12 words! new record!
oh well coz this oral test we have to read for thee whole english class...so gay

ok a lineup of Bayern Munich:

GK: Rensing
LB: Lahm
CB: Lucio
CB: Van Buyten
RB: Sagnol
LM: Schweinsteiger
CM: Borowski
CM: Ottl
RM: Ribery
ST: Podolski
ST: Klose

Subs:
GK: Butt
CB: Demichelis
RB: Oddo
CM: Van Bommel
CM: Altintop
LM: Ze Roberto
ST: Toni

Champions League 16s

2009-02-17T15:38:00.003+08:00

So here are the sixteen games

Atletico Madrid VS Porto
I don't really know those team, but I expect Porto to go through, since they won it in 03-04
Scoreline Prediction: Porto 2-0 Atletico, Atletico 1-1 Porto

Lyon VS Barcelona
Nice one, Lyon VS Barca, but Lyon never do well in the Champions League and Barcelona won in it 05-06, so I say Barca will go through but not by alot
Scoreline Prediction: Lyon 2-1 Barca, Barca 2-0 Lyon

Arsenal VS AS Roma
Arsenal is doing terrible and suffers from injuries, so AS Roma will go through since they have more talents in Europe
Scoreline Prediction: Arsenal 0-0 Roma, Roma 3-1 Arsenal

Internazionale VS Manchester United
This is one of the toughest games, probably a cool game. ManU would want to seek another Champions Cup of all Europe, but Inter do have the skills too. Still I think ManU will be through, but not my alot.
Scoreline Predicition: Inter 3-1 ManU, ManU 2-0 Inter

Real Madrid VS Liverpool
A real tough one, both teams are both towards the spanish style of football, and Rafa is a good coach. But RMD has good players. I would say a manager is really important so I would say Liverpool.
Scoreline Prediction: Real Madrid 2-1 Liverpool, Liverpool 1-0 Real Madrid

Chelsea VS Juventus
Well...Juventus is on fire in the Champions League, and Chelsea got second last year. THIS IS TOUGH!!! I still think it is Juventus win by away goals or just by one goal
Scoreline Prediction: Chelsea 1-0 Juventus, Juventus 3-1 Chelsea

Villarreal VS Panathinaikos
I don't really know these teams again, I'd say Panathinaikos since they come to the Champions League more
Scoreline Prediction: Villarreal 0-0 Pana'kos, Pana'kos 1-0 Villarreal

Sporting Lisbon VS Bayern Munich
Hard one, both good teams in their country but sucks in Europe, maybe Sporting Lisbon
Scoreline Prediction: Sporting 2-1 Bayern, Bayern 1-1 Sporting

The day

2009-02-16T15:38:00.002+08:00

CRAP, one word today

I think people have know abt today, just a normal fucking day

ok there are going to be six lineups today

AC Milan 3-4-2-1
GK: Dida
LCB: Zambrotta
CB: Maldini
RCB: Nesta
LM: Pirlo
CM: Seedorf
CM: Gattuso
RM: Beckham (Loan)
LAM: Kaka
RAM: Ronaldinho
ST: Shevchenko

Subs:
GK: Abiatti
CB: Senderos
CB: Bonera
CM: Ambrosini
CM: Emerson
CM: Flamini
ST: Inzaghi

Internazionale: 3-2-3-2
GK: Julio Cesar
RCB: Zanetti
CB: Maicon
LCB: Samuel
CDM: Cambiasso
CDM: Vieira
LM: Mancini
CM: Jimenez
RM: Stankovic
ST: Adriano
ST: Ibrahimovic

Subs:
GK: Orlandoni
CB: Cordoba
CB: Materazzi
CM Muntari
CM: Bolzoni
RM: Figo
ST: Crespo

Juventus:
GK: Buffon
RCB: Zebina
CB: Mellberg
LCB: Chiellini
CDM: Salihamidzic
RM: Camoranesi
CM: Marchionni
CM: Poulsen
LM: Nedved
ST: Iaquinta
ST: Trezeguet

Subs:
GK: Chimenti
CB: Grygera
CB: Andrade
CDM: Sissoko
CM: Zanetti
CM: Cardoso Mendes
ST: Del Piero

AS Roma 4-3-1-2
GK: Doni
LB: Riise
CB: Mexes
CB: Cicinho
RB: Panucci
RCM: Perotta
CM: De Rossi
LCM: Taddei
CAM: Totti
ST: Vucinic
ST: Bapista

Subs:
GK: Pipolo
CB: Loria
CB: Tonetto
CB: Dos Santos
CM: Pizarro
CM: Aquiliani
ST: Montella

Real Madrid: 4-4-1-1
GK: Casillas
RB: Salgado
CB: Cannavaro
CB: Ramos
LB: Heinze
RM: Sneidjer
CM: Guti
CM: Van Der Vaart
LM: Robben
CAM: Raul
ST: Van Nistelrooy

Subs:
GK: Dudek
CB: Metzelder
CB: Pepe
CM: Javi Garcia
CM: Gago
CM: De La Red
ST: Huntelaar

Barcelona: 4-4-2
GK: Victor Valdes
RB: Sylvinho
CB: Milito
CB: Puyol
LB: Abidal
RM: Messi
CB: Yaya Toure
CB: Xavi
LM: Hleb
ST: Bojan
ST: Eto'o

GK: Jorquera
CB: Pique
CB: Marquez
CB: Sylvinho
CM: Iniesta
CM: Keita
ST: Henry

FUCK!

2009-02-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

KAO KAO KAO
cao ni ma de bi!

I am very pissed now
for various reasons
my mom is scolding me every day every minute for the past week
what does she want?
me gone of sumfin?

She scolds me about everything!
EVERYTHING!
that really destroys my self esteem
I feel that I am nothing
but a piece of
shit
brat
junk
whatever stuff you can think of!

I want to leave
like always
but I have nowhere to go
cannot live in the skool
or on the street
u will be sent back home if u are there

DAMN!
i need sum1's house
to stay

I need someone
to know me well
to talk to
to release my stress

right now I just wanna jump off the building
or just commit suicide
but I cant
my parents is going to stop me and scold me again

SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT

Scattergory

2009-02-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

Your Name: Alfonzo Xavierez

Famous Artist/Band/Musician: hmmm....Albert Kim???? Alphaville then if this doesnt count

4 letter word: atom

Vehicle: Alfa Romeo

TV SHOW: American Pie???

City/Town: Atlanta

Boy Name: Albert

Girl Name: Ass-shit? na jkjk, Amy
Occupation: Apple planter

Something you wear: armband

Celebrity: Amaury Nolansco (The Fernando Sucre in Prison break)

Food: Apple

Something found in a kitchen: Apple

Reason for Being Late: Apes destroyed my car

Cartoon Character: ....Ash

Something You Shout: AhHHHHH! Kao

A letter to myself

2009-02-13T15:42:00.000+08:00

Yes, I am writing a letter to myself
I can't frickin bother to do a chinese one so I apologize for that

so here is the letter

I had a dreadful life already
especially when I started year nine
I was wrong at the first place
to love people
for people to love me
it was just a dream
I was always the person
who does not know about the crucial world
about the weird world
i know that the world never suited me
I just knew too little

Its like walking on a tight string
don't know when you will fall and hit your head and die
I should never be here
it was just ridiculous
I admit that I loved someone
really did
and got betrayed
hated
deserted
and forgotten
I should admit
that I don't know anything about love and hate
I know nothing about relationship
but somehow I am still liking sum1

maybe i should just end my life
maybe i should just cut myself
I don't belong at home
I don't belong in my class
I don't belong to the school
I DON'T EVEN BELONG TO THE WORLD!!!

I admit I like som1
yes i did
but I don't want to hurt any1
I have already been hurt and I know the pain
it won't be good
so if any1 asks me, there won't be an answer
unless I am in a good mood
I hate hurting some1

I know I am dreaming
I am too much of a dreamer
just too much
I think too much
think too optimistically that I will succeed
in the end
I fail
this time it will always be stored in my heart
and my brain
I will try to shut up about me

I believe that everybody
deeply inside likes some1
including James who always deny it
including Bryan who always pretend to be normal
including Matthew who always pretend he is a clean boy

I will not be caring anymore
I am not going to be the real fabio
i am not going to be the guy who jokes around
what I will always is
is the person who swears
is the person who says "If you hate me just kill me"
is the person who tries to insult people
is the person who hates life
is the person who wants to commit suicide

at this end, I am going to use Albert's phrase
Goodbye, Good Night, I loved you

today

2009-02-13T15:24:00.003+08:00

This is today
nothin special

Games: Crap, had a terrible game
French: the worksheets, GCSE Qs
Science: laptops open to do some poster
PSHCE: sex talk, getting me asleep since i cant stand the porn talk
English: Went outside to do the poster
Mdrn: SO MUCH FRICKIN HW!!!

Ok, now I am doing the best lineup in the BPL

GK: Van Der Sar (ManU)
RB: Arbeloa (Liverpool)
CB: Terry (Chelsea) (C)
CB: Neill (West Ham)
LB: Eboue (Arsenal)
RM: Ronaldo (ManU)
CM: Barry (Aston Villa)
CM: Lampard (Chelsea)
LM: Nasri (Arsenal)
ST: Aghonbalor (Aston Villa)
ST: Torres (Liverpool)

Subs
GK: Cech (Chelsea)
CB: Knight (Aston Villa)
CB: Ferdinand (ManU)
CM: Gerrard (Liverpool)
CM: Arteta (Everton) just found out that Cahill was crap
LM: Elano (Man City)
ST: Van Persie (Arsenal)

well well well

2009-02-12T15:38:00.002+08:00

SEAMC is coming soon
in two weeks
wait that kind of seems faraway
and that week is the exam week
ehem...
its another boring day today
nothing realli interesting

well this is my day

Morning break: Why did I include this shit, nothing special
French: We just knew that we basically only had one writing exam, the reading one is done for fun lol
PE: a crap lesson with the retarded boring substitute, nothing much but I won all matches
Break: nothing
ICT: probably the best part of the week, we pirated stuff like Adobe and iLife 09
History: bored, did this news thing and i finished in time
Lunch: SEAMC training, did the second part of the pack
Breaking news: we had to go back to school to pick up Michelle, we wasted 15 minutes
Lunch continued: so yea, basically we had 3 wrong answers, and two of them were my fault
Maths: chatted with Ben, didn't bother to do the work
Science: the day after tomorrow

I love the "That's what she said" thing, it is so awsum
so basically i got my ex gf to unblock me, i am gna trick her that i still like her, but my main point is to get my Harry Potter Books back, she borrowed it from me like... last May......
First step is cleared, now i need to get the book back
its my property yo!
SHIT the sun's in my eye
ok i am being bored
really bored

85C cafe opened yesterday
i got myself a coffee jelly tea
it was good

ok being bored again
making a lineup for Arsenal

GK: Almunia
LB: Clichy
CB: Gallas
CB: Toure
RB: Eboue
LM: Walcott
CM: Fabregas
CM: Nasri
RM: Rosicky
ST: Eduardo
ST: Adebayor

Subs:
GK: Fabianski
CB: Silvestre
CB: Sagna
CM: Diaby
CM: Song
CM: Denilson
ST: Van Persie

Wow, fine, I'll do one for ManU

GK: Van Der Sar
RB: Hagreaves
CB: Vidic
CB: Ferdinand
LB: Evra
RM: Ronaldo
CM: Carrick
CM: Scholes
LM: Nani
ST: Rooney
ST: Berbatov

Subs:
GK: Kuszczak
CB: Rafael
CB: Brown
CM: Fletcher
CM: Park
LM: Giggs
ST: Tevez

ManU has too much good players just found out I had to leave these good ones out:
O'Shea
Brown
Anderson
Neville

damn

on the bus again

2009-02-11T15:40:00.001+08:00

another pathetic boring day, extremely pathetic

p1: Maths, boredom actually
p2: Geo, another boredom, but at least escaped a yellow card
p3: Fren: finished everything, so no HW!!! YAY!
p4: Sci: THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW!!! NICE MOVIE!
p5: Mus: Got me asleep
p6: Eng: The probably best part of the lesson when Justin said:"That's what she said" when Ms Kelso said: "Get on with your work" "We will move on"

what should I type???

Frank Rijkaard is interested in the Chelsea job
good choice
Barca is a good team
and he was a good manager
Its quite late or I think Chelsea should get a decent Right Back
Arbeloa was chosen by Liverpool so it won't be possible
I would choose Zambrotta
or Sagnol
or
Also in the Striker's area
like Even Lampard plays more like a striker than Drogba and Anelka
Benzema is a good one
or Defoe
I think they really have to train Miroslav Stoch really well to imporve their attack

ok, a lineup for Liverpool
GK: Reina
LB: Aurelio
CB: Skrtel
CB: Carragher
RB: Arbeloa
CDM: Mascherano
RM: Kuyt
CM: Gerrard
CM: Alonso
LM: Riera
ST: Torres

Subs:
GK: Cavalieri
CB: Agger
CB: Hyypia
CB: Insua
CM: Benayoun
CM Leiva
ST: Babel

hmmm?

2009-02-10T15:38:00.001+08:00

I dont really know what should I write for now
well I am just gna type how my day went for now

p1: DT, bored, used iMacs and didnt do much
p2: Mdrn, somehow we read this passage wrote by this bisexual, a really bisexual passage
Break: I ate early, I will have SEAMC training at lunch
p3: English: Laptops! Yay! Went on Kaixin the whole time basically... haha
p4: Science: Watched the Day After Tomorrow, nuthin cool
Lunch: SEAMC Training, didnt do much and I still have time for some basketball
p5 Art: this marquette thingy, mine looks gay
p6 maths: yea, questions and basically chatted with Ben most of the time

Man the bus is so bumpy, feels like on a broken Roller Coaster, can the school provide us with better buses that are more stable? you know we paid quite alot!

Oh right Scolari is sacked from Chelsea...agreeable, since THEY TIED WITH HULL!!!!
No strikers in Chelsea are doing well, including Anelka and Drogba... dunno if Quaresma can do well......

The chelsea Lineup I prefer:
GK: Cech
LB: Bosingwa
CB: Terry
CB: Carvalho
RB: Ashley Cole
LM: Deco
CM: Lampard
CM: Essien
RM: Joe Cole
ST: Anelka
ST: Drogba

Subs:
GK: Hilario
CB: Alex
CB: Ivanovic
RB: Belletti
CM: Ballack
LM: Malouda
ST: Quaresma

BUT CHELSEA NOW HAS FRICKIN INJURIES!!! Carvalho, Essien, Joe Cole injuries hurts!!!

manU will win the Premier league I think

oh right, in the champions league, BPL team has tough matches:
Chelsea VS Juventus
Arsenal VS AS Roma
ManU VS Inter
Liverpool VS Real Madrid...

wow, tough

Bad monday, boredom

2009-02-09T15:38:00.002+08:00

Okay right now i am on the bus as usual, and this is my day
Mdrn: Boredom, boredom, boredom. We just read passages and listen to the teacher talk, it was shit
Math: its cancelled, changed into the talk about sex, IT SUCKED! I SLEPT THRU MOST OF THIS FRICKIN SPEECH
Break: Cancelled, this frickin talk
Geo: It was ok, nothing cool, but we get to use laptops
Eng: Laptops again
Lunch: can't play COD!!! WTF!!! the games place was shut down
Drama: boredom talk
History: Laptops, Interviewing Hitler....hahaha

i hated period 2, we should just have maths instead, or even ENGLISH!

I wonder how sick it will be on Friday......

I really like to punch the wall now, whatever wall it is, a hard one is good enough. Lol I don't give a shit if it breaks my knuckles, a good way to express stress

Okay, I am going to do a top ten of my favourite songs

10 自由張震嶽
The lyrics are emo, but playing the drums is cool
9 Blues 蕭敬騰
the awesome NC 17 MV!!! LAWL
8 Lydia FIR
the only song sang by a female, but the style is good, soft rock
7 Circus Monkey 黃立行
nice rap, nice lyrics, and playing the drums is so fun
6 離歌信樂團
the song for leaving, emo!!
5 I Love You 無望五月天
I love you no hope, emo!!!
4 Missing You 范逸臣
emo!!! high pitch lol
3 突然好想你五月天
it reminds me to TL
2 春天的吶喊五月天
a nice shout to death song, with swear words
1 你不是真正的快樂五月天
that is what I am feeling

ok that was boring, like half of them were from mayday, actually 4 out of 10, lol I listen to them more, trying to memorize all the lyrics in their new album...gna take ages i think

Got it from a friend from Taiwan

2009-02-08T18:51:00.002+08:00

1. How are you feeling today?
你不爱我康晋荣
I just like this song
2. Will you get far in life?
離開地球表面五月天
leaving the earth soon, yea
3. How do your friends see you?
人質張惠妹
yes i am a hostage
4. Will you get married?
我要錢張震嶽
i need money to get married
5. What is your best friend's theme song?
小姐這是我的名片吳宗憲
that's albert's
6. What is the story of your life?
I Love You 無望五月天
yes, about TL
7. What was high school like?
乾妹妹張震嶽
don't alot of boys get gf in high school
8. How can you get ahead in life?
軋車五月天
to get ahead, you got to speed up
9. What is the best thing about your friends?
喔買尬五月天
yea, oh my god
11. To describe your grandparents?
外婆周杰倫
that means grandma
12. How is your life going?
背叛曹格
Betrayal, about TL again
13. What song will they play at your funeral?
再見我的愛人鄧麗君
i cant think of anything else, this song is sooooooo old!
14. How does the world see you?
無人熟識張清芳
No one knows me
15. Will you have a happy life?
我在哭蕭敬騰
I am crying...yea
16. What do your friends really think of you?
人質張惠妹
a HOSTAGE!!!
17. Do people secretly lust after you?
Que Te Pa Sa 你再幹嘛盧廣仲
that is weird
18. How can I make myself happy?
愛死你莫文蔚＋柯有伦（繁体字有问题）
yea....love someone to death, at least you have love
19. What should you do with your life?
再见我的爱人邓丽君
say goodbye
20. Will you ever have children?
旧梦彭佳惠
i dont really know
21. What song would you strip to?
脱掉杜德伟
this is a strip song!
22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
Que Te Pa Sa 你在干吗卢广仲
be confused
23. What does your mom think of you?
臭男人黄义达
yes i suck
24. What is your deep dark secret?
我爱的人陈小春
well i like that song, that is a secret
25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
结果勒大嘴巴
that is Adele's
26. What's your personality like?
苦酒满杯谢雷
bitter...really bitter
27. Which song will be played at your wedding?
天真杜德伟
random choice, a good love song though
28. If you were to become the Dictator of a small Eastern-European nation, would you be a benevolent Dictator?
听不到五月天
i dont get this question, i would say i didn't hear it
29. What are your aspirations?
原谅我萧敬腾
just forgive me ppl
30. What goes through your head when you wake up?
起床歌曹格
isn't that so?

Bored, do a personal factfile

2009-02-08T15:54:00.002+08:00

Name: Ping En (Fabio) Kuo
Nickname: Alfonzo Xavierez, Fabs, Xiaofa, fazi
Nationality: Taiwanese
Gender: Male
City: Tainan
right now in: Shanghai
height: about 172
weight: 78 kg
instrument: drums
likes: Computer, sport, TV, technology
hates: parents, work, boredom, random weird people

Favourites:
Colour: Black
Sport: Soccer or baseball
game: FIFA series
Music: Rock or emo
City: hmmmm...Taipei?
Country: Indonesia
hotel: Yoho (in Kenting, we lived in this suite and got a free meal with the owner of the hotel)
Friends: hmm... LB, SJ, Lee, and maybe seeweed and FF
Teacher: MR. JACOBSON!
Soccer team: Chelsea FC
Basketball team: Cleveland Cavaliers
Baseball team: New York Yankees
Soccer Player: Petr Cech
Basketball Player: LeBron James
Baseball Player: Chien Ming Wang
Celebrity: does Mayday count? If not then Jay Chou
Male Chinese Singer: Jay Chou
Female Chinese Singer: Fish Leung
Chinese Band/group: Mayday
Male English singer: Eminem
Female English singer: Whitney Houston
English Band: Simple Plan
TV Show: the News

Hates:
Colour: Pink, light blue, light green
Sports: dunno
game: any game that lags like shit
Music: weird random music with bad lyrics
City: Beijing
Country: not so sure
hotel: the hotel I stayed in Xinjiang in the mountains
Friends: wait a moment, if I hate a friend, are they my friend then?
Teacher: alot of them
Baseball Team: Boston Red Sox
Basketball Team: Washington Wizards
Soccer Team: ManU
Baseball Player: David Ortiz
Celebrity: Britney Spears
Basketball Player: Luke Walton (retired)
Soccer player: I don't hate any soccer players but I hate the ref Mike Riley
Male Chinese Singer: ummmmmmm...not sure
female Chinese singer: That women that i dont know the name
Chinese Group: F4
Male English singer: not sure
Female English Singer: Britney Spears
English Group: Pussycat Dolls
TV show: Geographic and Historical ones, and cartoons

Other facts:
Soccer Position: GK or Striker or Attacking Mid
Baseball Position: Catcher or First Base
Basketball Position: I dont really know, ask Justin what I should be
Singing style: Rock or Emo or acoustic
In a band? No, want to be
Gaming style: Not quite care
Computer Nerd? Yes
TV Nerd? Yes
Joker? Not sure
Emo? certainly
Self Obsessed? Heck no, I hate myself
Virgin? Yes, heck yes! I ain't some perverted people
Fat? I agree, I am fat but I don't care
Cares about your appearance? NO! Wear clothes that are going to get washed soon
Dated someone? Yea
Kissed someone? no
was in a fight? A lot
Being told off by a teacher? A lot
Have good grades? I would say better than a D and C student, but I am not a genius
First Language? Chinese
Languages you can speak? English, Chinese, Taiwanese
schools? four kindergartens, JIS, CMES, KSIS for Junior school, SSIS and DCS for Senior school
swear? YES! ALOT
What type of bf/gf? hmmm... I would like an ok looking, but have alot of thinking and nice
parents? hate them
weirdest thing u heard from parents? When they commented on Michelle Lee :"Cute, mature, beautiful, smart, good drawer, match our son" i was like WTF!!!! I aint gna date her
weirdest thing u heard from friends? David's quote in Guizhou: "OMG this fish is so good, but not better than Vivian"
Best trip: That one time to Kenting, living in a good hotel
Fast runner? heck no, slowest in yr 9
like music? yes
think of ur class? CRAP! I WANNA FORM TRANSFER TO A QUIET CLASS WITH SOME FRIENDS
Siblings? two sisters at the age of 26 and 28, still not married
Computer? Mac
Website: This one
Worst memory: Being betrayed by ex
Bookworm? NO
Won a competition? A math one, ACAMIS Math 1st place
Hurt someone? alot of times
Rich? i am okay, more to the rich side but not like Alex Leung
Spend alot of money? Depends, I spend money on useful stuff like the speaker for my drums. I dont spend money on clothes etc.
Life? FUCKING SHITTY CRAP

that was random

Screwed up life

2009-02-06T15:39:00.000+08:00

don't give it shit about me i'm not you're circus monkey
i got to get myself out i got to break free
i'm not you're circus monkey
i'll break the cage around me
i got to get myself out i got to break free now

I just want to say that to ppl who is trying to control my life
Who think I suck like shit
well sometimes they do suck more

Like Julian, Angela, TL, and Marco
they think i suck more than them
but i am actually more mature than them
at least I still keep my virginity
hah pwned ppl
(SHIT THE BUS IS SO BOUNCY!)

ok i think one example is enough

I kind of want to form a band somehow
I'll play the drums lol
I was going to play Electric Guitar at the first place
but the teacher think i should do drums
lawl drummers aren't that popular

well who can i get for the band?!?!?!?!
maybe Alex Pan for Keyboard
Michelle or James for guitar
and who plays the bass?!?!
shit
so who should sing?!?!?!
hmmm...
i wont sing becoz drummers dont usually sing
and drummers cant sing bcoz DRUMS ONLY HAS BEATS, NO TUNES!
I'll tell Albert to sing...
haha
if it is just the Edifice people, than I might have to sing
ok this is retarded
and its only a dream
a ridiculous

We played Soccer today
we tied 1-1
Ben scored an own goal for us
haha!
that was funny

hmm

2009-02-05T15:40:00.001+08:00

Fuck it
we had a boring day

French: boring, as usual
PE: Boring Badminton lesson, with only 2 courts...wtf!
ICT: WORST LESSON EVER! THE TEACHER WAS SO STRICT!! THE FUCKING SUBSTITUTE!!!
History: This worksheet...hmmm....easy
Maths: Boring Qs
Science: Qs as well, make me fall asleep

so now Yvonne likes Jerry, and Jerry doesn't quite care, and w8, Jerry takes Heroin....HEROIN!!!
Nice

We had a new bus monitor
an old and black one

lawl
probably a grandma already
hahah

tmrw is Friday
Exams are coming soon.....
EXAMS?!
EXAMS?!
WTF!!!

I wonder how many trees is the school gonna cut?
They are going to give detentions for not wearing uniform correctly
lawl
the red card is not really reusable
ink wasting and paper wasting
lawl doesn't affect me much
and most of the boys

lawl the school is retarded
can't wait to go to SAS
if possible
I don't want to go to CISS
u have to read bibles there
WTF I ain't Christian
I am Buddhist
Lawl...
or probably tell my mom to send me back to Indonesia
basically no one will remember me
but I miss it there
so....hmmm...
Just not Taiwan, Local schools in China, Taiwanese schools in China, CISS, or DCS again

I am surely leaving... I think

Ikigami told us how he watches porn at home
he goes to this DVD renting place and rents it
maybe he pays extra money since he isn't 18
hmm...what does he think of when he is watching it?

oh on Shinigami's blog he said
that Ikigami said
he fucked Michelle
hmmm...
which one?
the one on my bus sitting in the row in front of me?!
wow...
Alex Pan would be sad......

I deleted my Windows Server
I want to get XP back
VISTA lags so much on a mac
regretting getting Vista
oh well
I want a Visa card
and a Visa to Thailand
just not the T

that was random
I am always random on the bus
I talk sick stuff with Albert and Ben in Maths class
but Koken is still sicker than me
Koken still owned me

I want a form transfer
to maybe AR or a class with only me inside
hmm...that must be nice!

there are alot of ppl like Koken in my old school
both JIS and SSIS
probably KSIS as well
they love porn
my ex watched porn with this person and stripped off and fucked that other people
yes, people
a party sex with 4 people
according to a friend
Her, this Angela Wang person, Julian, and Marco

that must be fun for them
I had the video of it, but I deleted it
I delete stuff so much
tounge kissing, licking, Handjob, Blowjob, the real fucking, ass fucking, everything came
of course, it was wet
the bed was wet
I just laughed
(SHIT that showed I had watched porn before)
well at least I wasn't part of it...
and the screaming was loud

I already hate TL now
I just want to post what she had done in her life
Is it considered as good?
or bad?
I just think...it is a weird experience for her...
hahahahaha
she was clean
not now
a dirty prostitute, yea, that should describe her...

Copied from Sandra's facebook

2009-02-04T21:03:00.002+08:00

hmm
this seems fun
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends.
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

★ IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
春天的吶喊五月天

★ HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
像個小孩元衛覺醒

★ WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
我還能愛誰許志安

★ HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
黑色柳丁陶喆

★ WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
我要錢張震嶽

★ WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO？
Blues 蕭敬騰

★ WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
鴕鳥元衛覺醒

★ WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
人質張惠妹

★ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
突然好想你五月天

★ WHAT IS 2 + 2?
不死（4）心還在信樂團＋動力火車

★ WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
知足五月天

★ WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I Love You 無望五月天

★ WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
我五月天

★ WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
你愛我嗎？范逸臣

★ WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
妳是我的花朵伍佰

★ WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL？
再見我的愛人鄧麗君

★ WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
電動王麻吉弟弟

★ WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
最深愛的人傷我最深張雨生＋張惠妹

★ WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
我恨你信

★ WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
我要錢張震嶽

★ WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
喔買尬五月天

★ WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
抓狂五月天

Tag these: SJ, JB, AA, BA, LA, Ben, Ace, CVwang, Veronica, Evelyn, Lee, Ikigami, Vivian, William, Thomas Xie

hmm

2009-02-02T21:23:00.002+08:00

school is starting
yay... lawl

English Song Game...lawl

2009-02-02T20:59:00.005+08:00

American Idiot-Green Day

Don't wanna be an American idiot.
Don't want a nation that under the new media.
And can you hear the sound of hysteria?
The subliminal mindfuck America.

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the alien nation.
Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.
---------- ---- -- ---- ---

Way Back into Love Hugh Grant and Drew

i've been living with a shadow overhead
i've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
i've been lonely for so long
trapped in the past, i just can't seem to move on

i've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case i ever need them again someday
i've been setting aside time
-- ----- - ------ ----- -- --- ------- -- -- ----

Vampires Will Never Hurt You My Chemical Romance

And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground
And if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart

And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone call the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
You put the spike in my heart

And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and

Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
---- -- ---- ---- ---- --- ----- -------?

Raindrops Keep Falling on my Head Andy Williams

raindrops keep fallin' on my head
and just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
nothin' seems to fit
those raindrops are fallin' on my head
they keep fallin'
so i just did me some talkin' to the sun
and i said i didn't like the way he got things done
sleepin' on the job
those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'
but there's one thing i know
the blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
-- ---- -- ---- ---- --------- ----- -- -- ----- --

Take Me To Your Heart Michael Learns To Rock

hiding from the rain and snow
trying to forget but i won't let go
looking at a crowded street
listening to my own heart beat

so many people all around the world
tell me where do i find someone like you girl
take me to your heart take me to your soul
give me your hand before i'm old
show me what love is - haven't got a clue
---- -- ---- ------- --- -- ----

Numb Linking Park

'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
every step i take is another mistake to you
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
i've become so tired so much more aware
i've becoming this all i want to do
-- -- ---- ---- -- --- -- ---- ---- ---

Shut Up Simple Plan

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
--- ------ ---- ---- -- --------- --

sitting, waiting, wishing Jack Johnson

I was sitting waiting wishing
You believed in superstitions
Then maybe you would see the signs
But lord knows that this world is cruel
And i aint the lord no im just a fool
learning loving sombody dont make them love you
Must i always be waiting, waiting on you?
Must i always be playin, playing your fool?

i sang your songs i danced your dance
i gave your friends all a chance
but putting up with them
wasnt worth ever having you
----- ----- ---- ------- ---- ------

Mockingbird Eminem

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
---- --- -- ----- --- ---- --- --- ------ ---- --

ok, i think more ppl can understand it now

Copied from James Gao

2009-02-02T11:08:00.002+08:00

1. SJ
2. Ikigami
3. FyreVortex
4. Seeweed
5. LB
6. Lee
7. Jelly (David)
8. Male Darth Vader (Bruce)
9. Male BA (Basketball Ace)
10. CVWang
11. JB
12. Female BA (Bloody Aerona)
13. AA
14. LA
15. Female Darth Vader (Yvonne)
16. Vegetable (Veronica)
17. YC (Kangan)
18. HH (Jin Yu)
19. Vivian
20. Tiff

How did you meet 7?
At school.

What would you do if you had never met 15?
Be extremely glad

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
wow...wow...wow...nice

Have you ever seen 17 cry?
No

Would 2 and 6 make a good couple?
nah, they're not gay

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
wow... it will be awesome!

Describe 19.
too rich, too much money, too spoiled, too weird

What's 5's favorite color?
hmmmm...blue?

When was the last time you talked to 9?
two fridays ago

What language does 5 speak?
Korean, Spanish, English, Chinese

Who is 10 going out with?
hmmmmmmmmmmm, ask 9

What year is 13 in?
9

What is 14's favorite music?
she's into books, not music

Would you ever date 17?
WTF NO!!!! NO!!! NO!!!

Would you ever date 2?
I'm not gay.

Where does 18 live?
Somewhere in Shanghai.

What is the best thing about 4?
he's good in sucking and being self obsessed

What would you tell 19 right now?
You are too rich, have too much money, and too spoiled

What is the best thing about 20?
A weirdo

Have you ever kissed 9?
Pffff... NO

What's the best memory you have of 5?
When he broke his leg

What was your first impression of 8?
a guy who watches porn

How did you meet 3?
in school...lawl

Is 15 your best friend?
NO

Have you seen 18 in the last month?
Yea

When was the last time you saw 16?
in school

When's the next time you'll see 10?
in school

Are you really close to 11?
Nioe

Have you been to the movies with 20?
NOPE

Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Yes, i fought with hin

What did 12 write on your wall?
None

Would you give 19 a hug?
NO!!!!!!

Do you know a secret about 8?
Yep, about him and Morina

Describe the relationship between 19 and 4?
they kinda fight alot in class, actually argue....

What's the best thing about your friendship with 1?
i get to sit on him

What's the worst thing about 6?
he's nerdy

Have you ever danced with 14?
NO

How long have you known 13?
Going to school

Have you ever been in a fight with 5?
Yea, in yr 8

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
No, i still want to sit on him

Has 19 met your mother?
NO!! n NEVER!!!

Describe 14:
Reading freak

Are you friends with 11?
not sure

Do you think 4 is attractive?
.........no!

What is 1's favorite music?
ask him

Is 2 pretty?
No.

What was your first impression of 15?
a weirdo

Have you been to 19's house?
No, ans never will

Have you been to the movies with 3?
No, i never go to the movies in shanghai

How did you meet 11?
in school

Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 13?
no

What is 8's favorite food?
Absolutely no idea.

Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
Yangshou + Guizhou (China week)

What is your best memory of 3?
playing CO
Out of the top 20, which is funniest?
LB or SJ or male BA

Which one lives farthest away?
SJ, FyreVortex, and Lee probably, they live near the airport

Which one do you hang out with most?
1,3,4,5,6,9,10,12, 15,16,17,18,19
most of them are in my class, ppl not in my class are either on my bus or good friends

Out of the top 20, which is the coolest person EVER?
3,5,6,9 hard to decide here

un-noticed

2009-01-27T22:15:00.004+08:00

yes
this is a new word I created
un-noticed
that is what i feel these days

I just feel that no one actually listens to me
notices me
or even think I am alive
what the fuck is life about?

I sit here
don't know my next move
should I end?
or should I go on?

From the CNY festival in DCS
when the teachers never think my performance is good
and forces me to either quit
or sing a song that can't show skills
WTF!
As what Albert said
Ms. Dai has a problem
the Parent Committee has a problem
the school has a problem
I think the WORLD HAS A PROBLEM

And I did quit
for the reasons i said in my last post
and no one read it i bet

I ask myself
what is my life about?
what is my life used for?
what is my life treated for?

Now my sister came for CNY
and my parents barely talk to me
and don't let me do the music on the car
I have to listen to their weird retarded old Japanese style Taiwanese Music
can they actually accept modern pop?
we are in the 21st century
and they are listening to early 20th century songs....

the world has no love
and I won't love anyone
anymore
at least for now
I got betrayed
by Tsai Ling
I am scared to talk to people
they will betray
that is the heart of people
they just want what they want

I actually should feel glad that I have a few true friends
yea...
but think about it
i can only talk to them in certain classes
they are not in my class
I can only meet them in certain classes
lol

My mom now just want me to be her slave
carry stuff
run to get stuff
wash stuff
clean stuff
for her
and I am forced to still do maths
WTF WTF!!!
WHAT THE FUCK!!!

Fuck all this shit
being unnoticed is bad
nobody cares about u
u can't talk to anyone
it is annoying
u feel like crashing your head to the wall

maybe computer is the only way I can express my stress
and the games are so boring
my Halo doesn't work
Halo demo lags like shit
COD only works on LAN

so basically
I can only play...
MarbleBlast........................

and my ex gf
she was insulting me on her blog
I don't want to put a link or copy and paste it here
but she dumped me
and I payed for the concert
Our families even take them out to lunch
in the Shanghai Lao Zhan
and we payed!
I even wrote her a song
well I am going to write another one here

This is over
I can never remember our past
the only thing
I remember is hate

It was all this shit
that you said about me
and a year ago
you said those Ayisiteru
and those je t'aimes
were all fucking fake
I cant stand this betrayal
I am gonna shout out loud

I regret of saying love you
I regret giving all those things to you
You never thought it was worth it
and you just treated them like just
I regret of saying love you
I hated you so much that I don't wanna know you
If I have a bullet and a gun
I will directly put it in your brain

It was all this shit
that you said about me
and a year ago
you said those Ayisiteru
and those je t'aimes
were all fucking fake
I cant stand this betrayal
I am gonna shout out loud

I regret of saying love you
I regret giving all those things to you
You never thought it was worth it
and you just treated them like just
I regret of saying love you
I hated you so much that I don't wanna know you
If I have a bullet and a gun
I will directly put it in your brain

I regret of saying love you
I regret giving all those things to you
You never thought it was worth it
and you just treated them like just
I regret of saying love you
I hated you so much that I don't wanna know you
If I have a bullet and a gun
I will directly put it in your brain
I can't believe you're such a fucking redneck

that is the whole song
it expresses all my hate
of her
dammit
she made almost every1 in ssis hate me
and I did nothing

oh well
I am getting a speaker
speaker for my drums

Roland PM 10 designed for V-Drums
yea that one
it costs 2500 here
and 1700 in taiwan
I bought it in taiwan online and told my sister's friend to bring it here
lol
it is 12 kg
so it will take up 60% of that person's baggage space
lol
well he said it was ok
it will arrive on thursday
lol

ok cya ppl
if you are actually reading
and I noe no one does

bored...

2009-01-22T15:44:00.001+08:00

so...
I got into SEAMC
hmmm...
unexpected...
lol
so these are the people who got in
Michelle
Albert
Audrey
Jerry
Charles
and me

it was EXTREMELY UNEXPECTED
well Ben wasnt going to challenge for it since he needed to attend his grandma's funeral or something
and Adele, Tiffany, and Ev got out
lol
you can tell they don't have skills

what is even more unexpected is that...
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ok no more nonsense

I ACTUALLY GOT THE BEST SCORE OUT OF ALL
WHAT THE HELL!!!
it was like if i got in, i should be like 5th or 6th choice
but no
i was 1st...

this can prove that Mrs Hunt isnt sexist anymore
lol

French was weird
we had this worksheet
me and Justin finished in like 6 mins
and the rest 20 mins were on Freerice
Ms. Li was the cover teacher since Mrs. Williams was unwell

PE was next
the floor was still full of wax so we didn't do netball at the end
i was the first one to slip
and my knee still hurts
we changed to volleyball
which was considered a "safer" sport
unfortunately still some ppl slipped

ICT was awsum
after doing some boring spreadsheets we got free time
and this dialogue was so funny
Mr. Dawson: ok you guys can have freetime, dont have anything for you to do
Bryan: ok COD!
Mr. Dawson: but no games
Justin: but we're learning about WW2?!
Mr. Dawson: ok fine......

and we did get to play COD!!!
whoo!!
well i sucked

the lunch was gay
chinese food day
my mom can cook way better than that

Maths was boring
Mrs Hunt taught us some parabola equations and some extensions
it was killing me since it was actually hard
so i just kept on doing questions in the textbook and finished chapter 7
every question
well not ex 7A coz it meant nothing

Science was...hyper I should say
Jin was starting the talking
and got Mrs Wood pissed
since since Jin isn't coming tomorrow
Mrs. Wood says it is gonna be a quiet lesson tmrw
lol
and the funny thing was that
Justin popped a plastic bag filled with air
behind the girls and they freaked out
it was cool
lol

I am on my way back home
on the bus
1hr bus ride
gna publish it at home when i get internet access
shit...
i forgot about the Macbeth thing
w8 9RM didn't have to memorize it
hopefully we don't as well
lolz
screw Ms Kelso
but I still think she's better than Mrs. Gibson most of the time

and wtf is she going to Sichuan for?
it just had an earthquake less than a year ago!!!!
GOD!!! there is possibility that its going to have another earthquake

oh right
going to SEAMC means I am celebrating my bday in Thailand
wow...
since the competition is from 2/26 to 3/1
and 2/27 is my bday
so...
it will feel random
ok i am getting dizzy now
bye ppl
have fun

Today

2009-01-21T20:21:00.002+08:00

Today
hmm
nothing much too
everything is shit
first the SEAMC people arent out
we had to do a retest
and I bet I failed
oh and Koken is disqualified
these are the ppl who I think are in
Audrey yr 10
Albert
Evelyn
Jerry
Michelle
and probably...Adele or Tiffany for the last spot

ok maybe Jerry was surprising
but...
HE ANSWERED ALL QS TODAY
WTF!!!!
I only answered like...4 out of 9
shit!!!!

we did a practical in science today
which was fun
I was with Bryan
and I got burnt by the splint
well didn't affect much, i still survived

Music was boring
we had to play dizi and it was hard to make a sound

Finally English
boredom
throwing erasers with dawei was fun though...lolz

ok just to tell u I don't regret about quitting the singing
here are the reasons I quit

1. I only have 2 lines, or something like that
2. If i sing it, it will be too "smooth" and cant show my skills (emo songs and rock songs are best for me)
3. I don't know what will Vivian do to me, will she kill me or what? since there was this thing that almost got me expelled...lol (I am developing hate here lol) I mean seriously, her bro wants to kill me, with his gangs and stuff... maybe i don't look like I am scared, but I am
4. I predicted not alot of ppl will watch, and when they sang half of the crowd was gone...lol
5. That parent person kept on lying to me, and Ms Dai told us to make two shows together because...SHE HATES ME! SHE HATES WHAT I AM FUCKING DOING!
6. I can finish my mdrn work in class, and man IT WAS KINDA HARD
7. I am not important
8. I don't want to ashame myself, since the mics and speakers sucked
9. Ppl hate me, they don't want to hear me sing
10. That song is not my style of singing...lol... I sing songs with strong drumming backup, which is basically everything else except those songs.

SO HERE ARE THE TEN REASONS! HAPPY?! ESPECIALLY JAMES GAO?!?!?!
lol
this post wont be too long i guess
at least shorter than the last one

Long time no post

2009-01-20T20:12:00.002+08:00

hmmmm....
havent posted for a while
basically everything was shit this week
nothing too awesome...lol...
so...
what's on these days?
WTF ARE THERE ANYTHING GOOD?!?!
the Lunar Year thing is DCS
it was crap
like absolute crap
Well I was gonna perform but I quit today
coz I don't want to suffer all the bad comments
and I only have like two lines to sing so I dont give a shit
fuck it
oh right
the SEAMC tryout was on
it was okay...
dunno if I would go thru....
well Albert and that Yr 10 person are DEFINITELY THRU
And Michelle and Ev
Lawl Michy and Ev answered like 17 qs
and I only did 10 and mebbe some wrong one
shit...
hopefully I get to go
hopefully...
(Gotta pray deeply)
hmm...
oh right my sister's coming on sunday
that means I get another pack of hongbao
she gives me 2000 NT (approx 410 RMB)
well that was last year...
so much hwk over the holidays
DT, Art, History, and certainly Mandarin
SHIT!
hate those muthafuckin hwks
and screw English
Ms Kelso had to tell us to memorize that stupid and gay speech before Friday
WTF!
Our brains aren't macbooks ok, not even as good as Macintosh OS 1st version
wth...
I think I will just read from the book
like it will be a miracle if I memorized it
hmm what else...
about the singing thing where I quit at the last day
it was because I was extremely pissed
FUCKIN PISSED
first ms dai told us to do two songs
then yesterday she told us that we could only do one
and it was the song I chose that got cancelled out
and the other one I basically sing nothing, like 1 or 2 lines
WTF!
I quit!
Easy as that!
I cannot even do drumming
so yea
I can't actually present my skills
why perform?
SCREW LIFE
SCREW EVERYTHING
FUCK
SHIT
MUTHAFUCKERS
BITCHES
ASSHOLES
REDNECKS
SCREW U ALL!
HAA!
oh right, after watching the crap performance I went bballing with Justin and Ben, I beat them in HORSE but lost to ben in 1v1...crap...but it was the best thing I did these days
and I saw Justin's bro, he was freakin tall!!!! man justin, what's wrong with ur family?!?!
wow this post is long
ehem
yea
with plenty of one word lines
lol
face it

and Steve got a detention
for playing games during art...
lol
dunno about Dawei
he's prolly getting one
Bruce got lucky
Mr. Godfrey didn't catch him playing CS during Mdrn
we had a gay cover lesson
just found out it is fun talking to Bruce and Jerry
although Jerry is sometimes retarded
He just has English problems, that's all
and I don't get it
people hate him because he is ugly
and has dandruff
wth
you can judge people like that
that is retarded
and it is...appearancism
wow there was no red line typing that word
so it is a word?!
well anyways ppl hate me
so no one will listen to what I say
lol
and no one comes to my blog...
dammit
dammit
cya ppl
i know I suck
i shall die I know (lol this is random)
take ur time waiting....
bye...

Song quiz for James Gao

2009-01-08T18:38:00.002+08:00

All are 花兒樂隊

留心
只能随他去
只能眼睁睁看爱耗尽
要是我俩再见都多余
不如真情诚离不弃
谁说我爱你
谁说我天天盼你回心
＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

红线
和她去游乐园
一起坐旋转秋千
突然感觉你在身边
和她逛这条街
橱窗倒影中浮现
是和你手牵手的画面
总一遍一遍挣扎而缠绵
爱永远永远在昨天
刹那…缘有你才有那些
刹那…缘依然紧握红线
只是那头的人已远
和她望着蓝天
说着感动的誓言
那曾是献你的诗篇
和她躺在深夜
闭上眼你就出现
＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

忘不了
为何一转眼
时光飞逝如电
看不清的岁月
抹不去的从前
就像一阵风
吹落恩恩和怨怨
也许你和我
没有谁对谁错
忘不了你的泪
忘不了你的好
＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

童话生死恋
唉哟是谁为你而厮守
是谁为你而泪流
是我……
唉哟是谁为你而争斗
是谁为你而担忧
王子为拯救公主变成石头
葬送和她终生相守
刚好一百年后公主早已乌有
偏偏才到苏醒时候
i love you
唉哟唉哟
real love real love 你我
王子拼命寻找公主不知原由
催眠自己以为梦游
＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

化蝶飞
化蝶飞化蝶飞
因你沉鱼落雁而陶醉
扑啦扑啦飞扑啦追相随
吧哩呀嘿吧哩呀嘿吧哩呀嘿
吧哩呀嘿吧哩呀嘿
扑啦扑啦飞扑啦扑啦追紧相随
只要你完美我情愿破碎无所谓
春风来作陪秋叶去点缀长依偎
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我们能不能不分手
我们能不能不分手
亲爱的别走
全世界都让你要爱我
难道你就不会心动
曾为你冷风中颤抖
曾为你泪水狂流
曾为你万事都低头
你怎么舍得开口
已为你爱到无所有
已为你心门紧扣
已为你多少次难受
曾经感觉我们的相守
＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

我的果汁分你一半
我要那个那个那个那个那个
那个那个那个那个啊
你要那个那个那个那个那个
月亮弯弯绵绵绵绵缠缠
果汁分你一半
爱相互分担
长路漫漫磕磕磕磕绊绊
爱相互扶搀
今晚的我没伴也会想到浪漫
我果汁分你一半
我也叫你买单谁跟谁别细算
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我不介意你恨我
满天樱花开满却失色
因为没有你的我
人如瀑布泪洒那么多
因为没有你我只想说
我不介意你恨我
过去让它过去吧
我将给你爱更多
我不介意你恨我
想到爱变成爱过
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刚刚好
huu～come on baby baby
mmm～let's carzy carzy
enn～do you happy happy
do you ready now
嫉妒不是你错我的嘴巴亲过
女孩比你多得多得多啦～
除了比我难看你还能有什么
赢过我我都替你难过啦～
上到下到抓不到坏到刚刚好
do you ready now
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James, get all nine correct and I'll give u the extreme q

My own version song game (chinese)

2009-01-07T19:44:00.002+08:00

Basically just write the lyric that I missed out

歌手成名曲

1 會呼吸的痛梁靜茹
在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
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2 One Night in 北京信樂團
one night in 北京
我留下许多情
不管你爱与不爱
都是历史的尘埃
one night in 北京
我留下许多情
不敢在午夜问路
怕走到了百花深处
人说百花地深处
住着老情人缝着绣花鞋
面容安详的老人
依旧等待着那出征的归人
one night in 北京
你可别喝太多酒
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3 Bad Boy 張惠妹
说的是我不想走你说的是我从来不放手
我不会问你为什么你不用教我怎么做
我要抹上最鲜艳的口红喔~
原来你是这种bad boy
难道我曾经默默纵容难道是我喔~
你说的唯一有很多你说的专情像烟火
你其实骗了自己骗了我
我不想再挽回什么你不必再疲於奔波
我要找到最亮眼的自我喔~
原来你是这种bad boy
bad boy bad boy 你的坏让我不明白
bad boy bad boy 我必须要离开
你是bad boy bad boy 你的坏让我太无奈
bad boy bad boy 让我对你说bye-bye
你说的是我太软弱你说的是天的捉弄
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4 離家出走丁噹
偷偷关上门静静眼泪流
出发那一刻灿烂的星空
午夜的列车狂奔的寂寞
在心底唱着坚定的美梦
让自已冲动去犯错去撞的头破血流
离开我去找我和我欠我自已的承诺
我下定决心离家出走才能带回属於我的美梦
爱着我的人儿啊能不能再为我等候
我只能勇敢离家出走才能让我的生命更感动
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5 特別的愛給特別的你伍思凱
特别的爱给特别的你
没有承诺
却被你抓得更紧
没有了你
我的世界雨下个不停
我付出一生的时间
想要忘记你
但是回忆回忆回忆
从我心里跳出来拥抱你
特别的爱给特别的你
＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

6 可愛女人周杰倫
想要拥有直升机
想要和你融化在一起
当你慢慢慢慢融化在一起
想你想你想你想你想你想你
我开始感谢地心引力
baby baby baby baby baby baby
让我碰到你
漂亮的让我面红的可爱女人
温柔的让我心疼的可爱女人
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7 我會好好過李玖哲
你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重
都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收
你都只是风
你来过却爱上自由
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8 我的未來不是夢張雨生
你是不是像我在太阳下低头
流着汗水默默辛苦的工作
你是不是像我就算受了冷漠
也不放弃自己想要的生活
你是不是像我整天忙着追求
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9 恰似妳的溫柔蔡琴
某年某月的某一天
就像一张破碎的脸
难以开口道再见
就让一切走远
这不是件容易的事
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first one who gets all correct gets to challenge the tenth, all words must be correct. Wrong answers will be deleted!
Made for ppl who know chinese!

BLOCKED LIST

2009-01-07T18:25:00.001+08:00

Block list

Well I blocked so many ppl on msn! Don't message me coz u cant!
Jin Yu
Justin
Yvonne
Koken
Alex Leung
Bryan
Rosie
Andy
Bruce
Dawei
Vivian

and on skype
Jin
Justin
Dawei
Bryan
Yvonne
Kangan
Charles
Steve

the world is sad, i noe, especially if ur in 9ML

Jan 4

2009-01-04T21:14:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR
GET SERIOUS
IGCSE COMING IN 8 MONTHS
EXAMS COMING SOON
GET READY
GET SERIOUS
NO SMILING

so random, eh

WTF DO SSIS PEOPLE WANT!!!!

2008-12-20T17:31:00.002+08:00

I AM REALLY PISSED NOW
REALLY PISSED

I tried to apologize
by posting stuff on their blogs
but it was never possible
they delete them

WTF!!!
I was part of SSIS
I was your friends
but now...
you all treat my like junk
WTF!!!

Whaddya WANT!!!
treat me like nothing
I aint chen shui bian ok?
so you want me to be dead
I did nothing wrong
I can predict
buddha, god, and allah will punish you
HARD!

Song game...

2008-12-18T17:01:00.001+08:00

Ok I am also going to do this random song game... try guessing the song

1. Baby I just don't get it, do you enjoy being hurt
2. Lets sing a song lets dance for a while
3. Hailie I know you miss your mom, and I know you miss your dad
4. Do you ever feel like breaking down, do you ever feel out of place
5. One thing, I don't know why
6. Goodbye to you my trusted friend
7. I told y'all Mothafuckas I am coming back

just doing these today...lol I dont listen to english songs...

Ok I know what to post now

2008-12-13T21:01:00.002+08:00

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OMG!
SSIS PPL ARE GOING TO KILL ME
lolz how are they possible
but I feel sad
coz they were my friends
like close friends
now I feel betrayed
I suck?
yea
corse
I feel like shit now
real shit
where ppl throw out
from their asses
...
I really feel like I am a jerk
anyways
I will try not to go back to Suzhou
and I will try not to meet them
For my own safety
OMG is this Iraq or Afghanistan?
I kinda like DCS more now
before I think SSIS is better
now if i got back there
I will be needing a grave
lol
so I should be contentment about my survival

What should I do?

2008-12-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

hmmm...
wutevr
I will just do yesterday and today's stuff...

Friday:
p1: Games: did this Bombardment thing, we totally got pwned...
p2: French: Worksheets, basically a good way to kill time since they aren't hw
p3: Science: What did we do again?!?! Damn I forgot
p4: PSHE: Party, sucked
p5: English: sucked
p6: Mdrn: boring
Reports for me were quite good, no Cs...best record ever

and today we got pwned 3-1...and stupid Mr Russell only let me on for like 10 mins, DAMN!
and why do Ferdinand has to be in our team?! SHIT!

I suck

2008-11-29T11:48:00.002+08:00

YES I SUCK!
I KNOW KK?
PPL SAID THAT IF I DIE THEY WILL BE HAPPY
SO YES
IN SCIENCE YESTERDAY I USED SCISSORS TO CUT MYSELF
ON THE HAND AND ON THE NECK
BUT...
I FAILED TO DIE
DAMN!
PPL ARE STILL UNHAPPY
ANYWAYS
I WROTE MY WILL
OK?
HAPPY?
COURSE NOT!
YOU GUYS WANT TO SEE MY DEAD BODY
I KNOW!
I AIN'T STUPID
OK?
I WILL TRY TO DIE
SOMEDAY

My will

2008-11-27T20:11:00.002+08:00

As I have almost come to the last few days of my life, I think I should write a will
I never felt good these days, probably the worst few days ever. People start to hate me, treat me like junk, think I should die etc.
Well I think I can accomplish one of them, I can die.
I will die someday.
Sooner or later
happy?

I leave my computer to my sister
I will donate my shirts
I will give the money I have to my dad
I leave my soccer stuff to...umm...my cousin Jordan
I basically leave all my sports stuff to my cousin, Jordan
I leave my drum kit to Charles Champanet (can't think of anyone)
and I leave my soul to Buddha

Goodbye to you all someday
you will all be in joy
celebrating that I am gone
and I will be in tears
either in heaven or hell
let the buddha decide

Emoness

2008-11-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

I am getting more emo these days
don't know why
probably life just sucks
I think I hurted someone
Badly
like really badly
I think I don't deserve life
I think I made people's life go from bad to worse
and the mistakes I made
are the mistakes that apologies aren't enough for it
I feel like crying
I think I failed life
I think I should never have survived
I don't have any talent
I ain't smart
I ain't a real athlete
I think I have no friends
I think I destroyed the world
I ain't Bill Gates
I ain't Barack Obama
I
am just a sucker who doesn't deserve life

my day

2008-11-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

posting about my day again, after a long time

p1: Math, sucked, just did random questions but Mrs. Hunt won't be here for 3 lessons...WHOO!!!
p2: Geo, did this random desert living species thing
p3: French: Worksheet+questions....boring
p4: Science: questions...well the word game was boring too...
p5: Music: Played some drums, which was totally awesome
p6: English: Reading...reading...reading...and the millionaire game was lame

unhappy+unfortunate

2008-11-18T20:38:00.003+08:00

Okay, I just hate life
There are just plenty of days where you just hate life. Right now I am listening to emo songs almost everytime I listen to music, which will make you all think I am weird. You basically can't have a person who cares about you everytime and every second I am with that person. However, after my last one has ended, I am still trying to get a new one. And according to David, that person just simply hates me somehow, so the only thing I can do is just wish that person a good life.
Basically I think I have almost given up on that person. If I have no chance, why do I have to still fight for it? Ok, that person is a she. She likes a random guy called Phillip in her old school in somewhere that I ain't gna say. And according the David again, she said that I am a bastard or something. But think about it, if I ain't a bastard, how did I get famous in DCS?
HOW?
I had an unsuccessful period with another person in my old school but it still carried on when I came to DCS. I even took her to a concert which her friends were like...jealous about it... and now her friends (TL as you all know) think I am a bastard who dumped her, like a fucking bastard! But the truth was that she liked someone else according to one of my only friends in Suzhou called John. TL likes a nerd called Emery, what a lame name and he is a lame person.
Yea, some ppl know the person I am talking about now. I don't really know why I had feelings on her, but I think I should give up, although some of my friends think I shouldn't. But I am being more mature this time, I don't want to get hurt again.
Certainly, I feel lonely, I can't tell anyone about my sorrowness. It just sucks somehow. It is weird, sometimes you cannot tell your best friends about what you are feeling, but you can tell the person who is beside you. Probably the trustworthiness are different. Now ppl, especially my friends have started to want a person of the different gender to be beside him, same here, but it is just way too hard. Like David likes Evelyn, lol, Evelyn is like either going out with Yann or Olivier, or even worse, both. And Latios likes sum1 probably and if he does I ain't gonna tell... We just aren't that perfect as some people who were liked in this school, David, Latios, Lee, Fyre dude, Shinigami, Ikigami, Ace, CV Wanker and I are just like junks! I ain't a good student, and I don't really have any talent! At least Latios has talents in violin...which is acceptable. Well actually I do have talent...in drums. WHO FRICKIN CARES ABOUT DRUMS? Like it does nothing! And David hangs out with girls easily, which is the same as Shinigami, and Ikigami has some talents in drawing manga, Ace is good in basketball, Lee is a great joker, and CV has great talents in soccer! So basically I have the least chance of getting a person beside me in school, so it is time to give up. By the way, I admit none of us are handsome, all ugly, and I might be like the ugliest one...since I have the most weight...lolz... and I think Shinigami would get a gf first, and probably a good one that he really prefers, since he has strict morals, his appearances is like the best out of the junk, and yea, he can easily deal with girls. Then probably Ace or David, since their talents are what girls would like and deals with girls easily, then the others because I can't really predict out of them, I would say Latios and Lee, then Fyre dude, Ikigami, and CV, and yea, I will be last since I am the worst of the worst of the worst.
Okay, just to say that if that person miracally accepts me, I just want to tell her that I would try really hard and put all my love into it...ok it sounds wrong but just don't think wrong...anyways, the miracle is just too far away.

To William, if you read this, I just want you not to post because you will absolutely criticise it like hell.

A HUGE NOTICE

2008-11-16T20:24:00.001+08:00

according to the false rumor that Alex Leung might spread, I am just saying this in case...I DON'T FUCKIN LIKE ADELE!!!

Winter Fair...

2008-11-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

WAS TERRIBLE
It just sucks
there wasn't much fun, way less fun than last year...wasn't stuff supposed to be better and better??!!
Oh right, about Dulwich Idol, I just heard that Rosie won, which wasn't what I predicted, I thought she would get second... and Andy would get first...lol...Don't really trust the school anyways
Oh right, in the splatting thing, I got David 2.5 out of 3...PWNED!!! It is called skills!
What else?
Dunno...

Weird

2008-11-12T18:59:00.002+08:00

I tried to force myself to be happy after school
Dunno why, but somehow my life was ruined.
I totally screwed up in Dulwich Idol...
And the fuckin winner is on my bus!!!
SHIT!!!
I Dont wanna go on the bus tmrw...
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
So... should I commit suicide in school?
damn
I hate myself like fucking shit
fuck
dammit
WTF!!!
Well, just got to admit, I suck in everything

FIFA 08

2008-11-10T18:02:00.002+08:00

FIFA 08 is so friggin fun!
I played on Albert's computer today at lunch, and yea, really enjoyed it!
Since I forgot to bring my USB controller, we just played a half each, and we won all our games...
I play like really wild, so I score more but foul more...lol... more experienced
Albert just plays it step by step...
we are going to VS tomorrow, let's see who will win... dunno...

LIFE SERIOUSLY SUCKS

2008-11-08T19:34:00.003+08:00

Yes, life sucks

can't be more bored than this now...
and life can't suck more than this
lemme see... like already...ummm...4 disasters in November and it has just started!

1. Nov.1: we lost 12-2 in soccer
2. The violent protesting thing in taiwan...makes this patriot sad
3. ppl in 9ML treat me like an ass shit...sad...
4. Lost again in soccer...this time 16-0... LOL...

right now I am bored...so I will piss off now.

Damn...

2008-11-03T18:39:00.001+08:00

Didn't go to school today, had a terrible allergic reaction that made my body looked like a world map... it feels weird...
also I had a fever somehow
and yea, the allergic reaction also somehow happened in my trachea, so I cant breathe well
ehem...
I wanna go to school
damn

WTF!

2008-11-01T10:46:00.000+08:00

This is totally junk but...my hair is falling so much now...every minute of my life!

Am I getting old or something? I am just 13 turning 14 god dammit...

Hate Mrs. Hunt

2008-10-30T20:16:00.004+08:00

Reasons
The hugest sexist teacher ever god dammit!
Does she even know how to teach top set?
Her class is so boring compared to Mr. Jacobson god dammit!
Can I sleep in her class?
She is biased to some students, like Adele and Evelyn...coz they are Emma hunt's good friends

FUCK!

Anymore reasons please post here

Is to quit my only choice?

2008-10-30T18:11:00.002+08:00

I can't be more pissed than this...wait maybe I can if anyone of you make me pissed, especially Bryan.
My mom still hates me, she never wants to talk to me anymore...and she messed my room up! It has to be her since the Ayi didn't come today, she don't work on Tuesdays or Thursdays or Weekends.
Life is so fucking bad now! After a few more weeks we have to wear formal uniform everyday! We will soon look like young bank workers and it looks fugly and gay and...SHIT...
Oh right, I seriously want to ban Bryan from this blog...he is a crap reader who just simply post useless stuff! I have the same feeling as Latios, tell him to eat shit! He is a huge disgrace to Hong Kong and I kinda like Hong Kong but NOT HIM!
What else? Hmmm... well yea, after so many disasters, I swear quite alot now... in Chinese...
Anyways, I feel cold, both my body and my feelings. You know what I mean...
Life has to be sad...eh... sad life...life sad...
Basically October is just a month of disasters: here are the disasters in time order

1. Broke up with gf...somehow
2. Skin rash all over the place
3. Stomach allergies, I can't eat for like 2 days
4 SSIS ppl say that I am a fugly bastard since they thought I was so bad to Tsai Ling but it wasn't true
5. Getting screwed so much by 9ML, I would say the worst form I was in
6. Skin rashes in Guizhou...again
7. Fight with my mom
8. Got a horrible History test result
9. Had to walk in rain for so long (and so cold) to find a friggin taxi
10. Informed that we have to wear formal uniforms everyday soon...

SO MANY DISASTERS... and some of them are still going on...god dammit

So should I quit this life and end it? I bet you will all say yes.

Where do I fucking belong to?

2008-10-29T20:58:00.003+08:00

I am seriously pissed now...
I don't feel that I belong to home, my mom hates me, she doesn't really care about my life...
I don't feel that I belong to 9ML, getting dissed for no reason...how sad... (I don't want a form transfer, it's weird!)
I don't belong to Dulwich, some teachers think I ain't good enough
I don't belong back in SSIS, people think I was so bad to Tsai Ling which wasn't true, and they all hate me... WTF OMG!
I don't have any talent, according to all of you in 9ML
I don't have any skills, according to plenty of ppl i noe
I am a violent fuck ass shit, according to ppl, but I am only violent sometimes, when ppl piss me off when i am pissed (Bryan, Alex...)
I am a trouble maker, according to the old counselor
Life is so dark here.... SHIT

pissed

2008-10-29T20:06:00.002+08:00

The war against my mom is still on, we hadn't talked for 28 hours...
I didn't choose to have this war, I rather have peace so I can feel the warmth of family, but right now I just think my mom hates me...and my dad is still at Zhejiang god dammit!

Okay, this was another dreadful day:

Morning: ate my break, brushed my teeth, put on my clothes and went downstairs...way earlier than usual
p1 Maths: This really easy exercise...we almost finished a whole chapter
p2: Geo: worksheet, not fun but not boring
p3: French: The only good part was the talk of how some languages are losing...lol
p4: Science: Fun since we did the experiment...lolz
Lunch: somehow Alex thought I was a lagger and we got into a fight...but ppl hate him so yea... tell him to eat shit...that is what Jerry said.
p5: Music: boredom
p6: English: suffering from boredom

Soccer was crap! It was my worst performance since it was too cold and a goalkeeper barely moves...I still made some saves but I still sucked...dammit, at least I didn't suck in a game, it was only a practice game so... yea

but what was worse was that I had to walk to B&Q to get a taxi, and yes, walking in the cold rain...was shivering like hell! Got myself two tarts from KFC in the metro station since I was so cold and I wanted some warm food...lolz...only cost me 10 RMB so yea, my mom still doesn't know...

幹!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK THIS WHOLE SHIT! I HATE MY FAMILY!

2008-10-28T17:55:00.003+08:00

Sorry, I am really pissed off now, wanting to cry out loud but then all of you will think that I am a gay fugly bastard...
I am telling you the truth that I am holding back my tears as far as possible, but yea, I am mad...
Okay, I just found out that my mom doesn't think that he has a son who is called Ping En Kuo and nicknamed Fabio Kuo. Its shit of what she has done to me! She asked me about SSAT, and I said I will ask my dad about it since you know, it is quite expensive, and somehow my mom got so FUCKING pissed at me. I mean, if things are expensive, it needs more consideration, don't it? And I thought that she returned the SAT study guide to her friend, but she didn't, and she got EVEN MORE FUCKING pissed! She called the travel agent for a plane ticket...guess what... back to Taiwan... she doesn't care about me, she doesn't give A FUCKING SHIT of my education and life!
Things just get worse everyday somehow, my mom can easily find a way to argue with me and she gets a reason to be pissed. I don't feel that I have a family, I feel like my mom is a judge and I am like...the criminal who just bombed her house! WTF!
Well now, I don't tell everything to my parents, especially my mom. My mom still doesn't know that I broke up with Tsai Ling, and she still tells me to "keep contact" with Tsai Ling. God dammit! Tsai Ling hates me like hell now, what does she want?
I am not Jay Chou, Nelson Mandela, or Hu Jingtao. I just want a normal student life and a human based life. I think I feel the same way as James Gao probably...

Okay, now here is some of the fighting records...

Grade 1: Too young to fight with my parents, but always argue... about school since I wasn't used to the American education
Grade 2: Same as grade one, but I always remembered this: once I didn't feel like doing extra Mandarin practice, and my mom got pissed. She started scolding me like shit...and my dad came back and told a joke which was quite funny, then my mom slapped me SO FUCKING HARD on the face, that bruised for 3 days and she said she never done that... EVEN NOW!
Grade 3: Got more used to the education, but didn't care about parents that much. Go to sleepovers like once a week.
Grade 4: They expect me to be like the best of the best, and once they whacked me with a cloth hanger and a portable chair... probably I got so violent now is because of that.
Grade 5: They CAN GET PISSED AT EVERYTHING! Like a huge fight and plenty of small fights in one month... a violent and brutal fight...
Grade 6: Same as grade five, they whacked me with my skateboard...well my mom did
Year 8 (grade 7): They keep on saying that I suck more than my sisters... WTF and insult me like :"You are just like Chen Shui Bian" or some other random infamous ppl, it hurts me ALOT!
Now: They just do it, leaving home without any reason, which probably means that my mom don't want me anymore... like a rubbish she will leave for the stray cats...

As I said, I feel that I am a rubbish that she leave for the stray cats...I feel degraded! Althogh they say that they give me a lot of stuff so I am not a rubbish, but still! That is what they did once a year (pay my school fee) or when I am ill (hospital) How about when I have normal life? Do my mom take me to soccer games? NO! She just tells me to take a metro by myself, although my dad actually wants to watch...
Whenever I see Nils Weng and his dad walking home or whatever, I feel icy cold, I feel like a the the little girl who sell matches (if you even heard of that story)
I thought teenager life is supposed to be bright, and have to be more cared by parents since that is a huge matter of life, but in my family, NO! None of my closest family members actually cared really much about me... I feel empty inside...
Somehow I think my grandma cares about me more, I don't know, although she hates McDonalds, she still takes me to it whenever I go back to Taiwan (along with my cousin). If I go have dinner or lunch in her house, there will be plenty of Yakult or sodas waiting for us, and she cooks what we like! Sometimes she even asks me on the phone... and I reply to her in crappy Taiwanese and she don't like correct me... probably she doesn't understand but yea... I miss my grandma...
Why can't my closest family member care about me more? It is like 60% of my life now is to argue and fight with my mom especially, my dad is usually on my mom's side... but at least my dad isn't that strict saying that I suck whatever, he just says that I am still maturing... lolz...
Before China Week, I had an arguement with them about...umm... forgot...and I whispered :"God Fuck it!" silently and GOT SO SCREWED! It is like "You do this you go to jail"...dude I just swore to express my anger, why don't they think about why I swore? And plus, don't most teenagers swear now?!?! It is like if you swear you get sentenced to death...
I have started to hate home, although ppl say home is warm or all such...it doesn't work here... probably they will be really happy if I got killed in a car crash whatsoever, all I know is that when I am in Guizhou they are really happy because THEY LOST A VIRUS...and I am the virus...

SAD... compared to da ACE, FyreFortex, Bloody Aerona, Litera...whatever, I think i have really bad parents. I don't even DARE to play a trick or two on them...everything is followed by the rules... and I am not like a bastard bad student like Jerry, who brought WINE on the trip! WTF! I don't even spend a lot of money on like clothes, games and all that, I save my money for stuff...and they don't see! They only see the bad parts of me, the dark side! Don't ppl encourage to look on the bright side of ppl? I bet even Nelson Mandela makes mistakes, and Saddam Hussein has some good stuff on his bright side...
I am very sorry, I lost my temper these days... I will try to improve myself as soon and as fast as possible, but I can't improve it really fast. Don't tell me to look in the bright side... I can't, I am in the black hole is the dark side, it is really hard to get out of there... I will still try...
I ain't gonna type anymore, or I would burst into tears

Started to like this song somehow, the lyrics...touches my feeling

2008-10-28T14:03:00.004+08:00

信乐团-离歌
作词:中文-姚若龙
词-yoon il sang.kim gun mo.lee seung
作曲:yoon il sang

一开始我只相信伟大的是感情
最后我无力的看清强悍的是命运

你还是选择回去
他刺痛你的心但你不肯觉醒
你说爱本就是梦境
跟你借的幸福我只能还你
想留不能留才最寂寞
没说完温柔只剩离歌
心碎前一秒用力的相拥著沈默
用心跳送你辛酸离歌

原来爱是种任性不该太多考虑
爱没有聪不聪明只有愿不愿意

你还是选择回去
他刺痛你的心但你不肯觉醒
你说爱本就是梦境
跟你借的幸福我只能还你
想留不能留才最寂寞
没说完温柔只剩离歌
心碎前一秒用力的相拥著沈默
用心跳送你辛酸离歌

看不见永久听见离歌

From the very beginning I only believed what is great what is sentimental
I incapable sees clearly finally is intrepid is the destiny

You chose his stabbing pain you heart but you not to be willing to awaken
you saying that loved the book is the dreamland
happiness which borrowed with you I can only also return it to you
want to remain cannot remain is only then loneliest
had not said gentle only remained the farewell song
brokenhearted preceding second effort to support is delivering you silently
with the palpitation the bitter farewell song

Originally does the love is the kind willful should not too many considerations
like being intelligent only then want

You chose his stabbing pain you heart but you not to be willing to awaken
you saying that loved the book is the dreamland
happiness which borrowed with you I can only also have to return to you
want to remain cannot remain is only then loneliest
had not said gentle only remained the farewell song
brokenhearted preceding second effort to support is delivering you silently
with the palpitation the bitter farewell song

Cannot see permanent to hear the farewell song

somehow i used Yahoo translator, which is Babel fish, and i think google translator is better

Betrayal, envy, family matters, school pressure and all those gay crap

2008-10-27T20:18:00.003+08:00

I seriously don't know what to say, I will just post what I did today first, then probably I can make my words more logical.

p1. Mdrn, that stupid talk, and it was nice that David wasn't here.
p2. Math, Mrs. Hunt wasn't there, did questions, but they were fun.
p3. Geography, not nice, but not bad
p4. Eng, boredom
lunch, got halo full version from a yr 7 friend named Deek, a nice lad who's probably better than David in soccer
p5. Drama, boredom
p6. History, the worst history lesson ever, got D on my test, i give up on history this term probably...SHIT!

Home: good for the first hour 4:30-5:30, since my parents weren't home, played drums, took a bath.
5:30-7:00 did hw and surfed the internet, also checked out halo full and it didn't work well.
7:00-8:00 dinner, food was okay... lolz
8:00~~ dunno, still doing hw...

ok, i think i know what to say now...
Yesterday night, there was a weird personal message from my ex gf, Tsai Ling as you all know...well I don't think I should care about it but still, I can't beat my curiosity...which was shit.
I asked my friend John Wu to force her saying that thing, and guess what.........
She liked someone else a month ago... named Emery.
Here is a short Profile of Emery:
Height: about 148 cm
Weight: below 50 kg I guess
Glasses: yes
look like a nerd? YES
Pervert? Yes, worse than Olivier
Smart? Hell no, if he is in DCS he won't ever get a B
Description of appearance: he looks a little like William, but more fucking fugly

So yea...

But most importantly, people in SSIS think that I betrayed her...WTF! She was the one who betrayed me! I feel like I am a devil, who been to heaven and got spit on, body slammed, kicked, farted by the angels in heaven...
Just went on aMSN to check out my offline messages, there were like 100 of them saying how bad I was... all sorts...
So yea, I lost my temper these days, started to spread rumors and all sorts... very sorry to people who got affected (David, Vivian...) there are too many to be mentioned.

I envy all of you who have good lives, like Bloody Aerona, Alex Pan, FyreV, Lee etc. You guys have good parents. Not like parents who argue with you almost every second... Last time I went to Alex's his parents were so nice, that he won't get in trouble if he says shit in front of his mom. And whenever I argue back, my parents just say that i want them to die and all those crap... BUT I DONT! I just want my life back...my normal life, not a life in an invisible jail cell!
I rarely talk about stuff with my parents now... they don't know that i broke up with tsai ling, although they really like her... sad...
Well yea, school just suck, I started to insult ppl, which isn't good, i will try to change, but i am just being furious these days... so i am sorry, but live with it...
And more disasters came: I lost my mighty mouse, got a D on my history test, got creamed in soccer etc.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

The huge crap life, Saturday, and Sunday

2008-10-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

Well yeah, my life is fucking shit...I kinda miss school now...

Saturday:
10:00, woke up, pirated some stuff
11:00, did my fucking math work created by my mom...shit!
12:00 ate lunch, two rice dumplings
12:30, went out to take the metro for the Soccer game at megafit, no wait, at DCS
2:00 the game started
3:10 game ends, we got crushed 9-5, I scored two although I usually play goalkeeper but I played striker... kinda proud of myself
4:25 arrived home, configured the stuff I pirated: VMware, Parallels, Filemaker Pro 9, and most importantly, Speed Download 5... whoo!
4:45 played drums
6:00 killing time, pretended to configure stuff but actually just surfed the internet
6:30, dinner
7:30, surfed the internet
9:00 watched TV
10:00 sleep, I had nothing to do

SUNDAY, the CRAP DAY

8:20, woke up, breakfast
9:00 Table Tennis
10:00 came home, had a huge fight with parents
11:30, somehow slept, to kill time
2:00 woke up, ate cookies since I didn't have lunch
2:30, math work again...shit
3:20, trying to download iWork, damn the file is so big that it takes ages...
well yea, this is my fucking life, I rather go to school

Top five: DCS teachers, now and before...

2008-10-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

The good ones are here, top five...crucial!

1. Mr. Jacobson: do I need to say anymore? He rules man! The best math teacher I had in my whole life!!! Whoo!
2. Mr. Gale: although he is a math teacher, he is so awesome at science!
3. Mr. Wright: well he's fine, I would say he's cool from the bunch
4. Mr. L. Casson: well he was awesome during games...lol
5. Ms. Jameson: Well... somehow she gave me an A on my final report when I got Bs for everything

And these teachers are like crap or shit...they seriously suck

1. Mrs. Gibson: YOU RACIST FREAK! I FEEL SAD FOR YOUR HUSBAND!!! Gave me Ds for no reason, and uses a lot of sarcasm on my report card...
2. Mrs. Hunt: Well she's not a good top set math teacher, she just suck
3 Mrs. Farmer: she seriously has a problem! She sent me off since I slid to tag Koken...what the fuck is her problem?
4. Mrs. Scotti: she's just scary... you all know
5. Mr. Barnwell: I tried so hard in PE... and I got C!!! What the shit!

Just found out that the good teachers mostly left, and the bad teachers mostly stays...
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH DCS???

Top five: Mobile phones

2008-10-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

Top five is so fun... lolz XD. Basically from your own opinion

1. Sony Ericsson, well the first 200 megapixel cellphones, and still developing with walkman and even more stuff.
2 Samsung: Anycall was quite efficient...lolz
3. Nokia, well it is a good brand, with a lot of styles. I use the XpressMusic 5310 one...its quite good.
4. HTC, like iPhone, but uses the Windows server and LOL! Windows is still more popular than the apple stuff!
5. BenQ-Siemens, well I think it is quite popular in the European countries... although BenQ failed somehow.

the crap top 5... hahaha!

1. DBTEL, does anyone know this company? Well yea, my sister's bf used to work in it and... basically no one uses it!
2. BenQ, the old one when it has not bought Siemens, and the batteries die in like 5 hrs
3. UT-Starcom...sucks! You do nothing on it!
4. Motorola, they say they are at the top, but they aren't worth the top! Nokia and SE with Samsung has killed them.
5. Apple: this is gay! They have so many fucking regulations with this random AT&T company and restricts people from calling freely! shit!

Alfonzo's top 5: Computer brands

2008-10-16T20:00:00.004+08:00

It is just my own opinion, I am basically just guessing, and Bryan will probably totally disagree with me

1. Apple, nice stuff although it doesn't use the Windows system, but it is really awesome
2. Dell, Fast and efficient, also my dad's Dell laptop has really good speaker
3. Asus, Well my sister says it is good and she gave it to her boyfriend...which I bet soon will be her husband in like two years. Also Eee PCs rock!
4. Acer, 8 inch laptop...quite cool
5. IBM, Well my sister's IBM is still working efficiently after 5 years... so it is probably good

and these are the crap ones

1. Compaq, my family used to have a compaq pc, and the keyboards break off easily
2. Sony, not even worth it! So fucking expensive and sort of sucks
3 HP, the PC I have at home lags like shit
4 Toshiba, its TV is good, but my dad's old Toshiba sucks like shit! Takes 10 minutes at least to load google. So when he had it, he just uses the PC in his office.
5. Lenovo, the company has terrible computers, and it destroyed the great IBM...LOL

October 16 2008

2008-10-16T18:33:00.002+08:00

DOD! (day of death)
Well this is my day... and as usual, it is shit!
p1: French, nothing special, did some questions for half a period and that was it
p2: PE, wasn't allowed to swim and did nothing, except walking and got splashed
p3: ICT, databases, the iMAC I was using screwed up like shit which made me waste half a period
p4: History: DEAD! I think I failed the test since I got the whole first question wrong... fuck the world!
p5: Maths: Well I don't care,I think I at least got an A for the test, don't think I got an A* since I only got it once last year, will just get killed by Mrs. Hunt since she has like the fucking high expectations on the top set...I wanna go to the last set...
p6: Science, questions again, and Charles is getting even more gay!

Right, I had to take my pills in school...people thought I was taking drugs lol! Haha! Well if you think I take drugs, send me to the court, and I will sue you by insulting! Well insulting (as serious as saying that he is a junkie) which makes about 50 people know can make you go to jail in Taiwan, LOL
Right, if Yvonne and Dawei are getting married, I wanna be the DJ or the drummer...LOL. Well we should like "marry" them in Guizhou...haha

Seven types of pills...at a time... what?!

2008-10-15T21:16:00.002+08:00

Well I just got a random flu and skin rashes (allergies you might all call it) and I have to eat 7 types of pills! And yes, I have to take them in school...... SAD! Shit! I know you all will think that I am on drugs but I am NOT!
This is shit!

Well the new macbook pro looks cool, but I won't get it since my parents certainly won't let me. And I can't use my money from Chinese New Year because...umm... my dad used it to invest stocks and now it is like a roller coaster falling from the Taipei 101...SHIT
Well not much to say about. Just have a math test and history tomorrow... so bye

My day...a fucking Wednesday...

2008-10-15T18:27:00.002+08:00

Lol Wednesday sucks totally! No fun lessons except music...

p1: Maths, not much to say about, just sucks! Well at least we did mathletics most of the time and I wasn't even listening to the teacher... well Mrs. Hunt deserves it.
p2: Geo, it was ok... did questions on the mac and not much else. Basically just sneaked into the internet and surf.
p3: French, sucks! We had this test and I think I failed
p4: Science: The only good part of the day, since I got A* on my test, 87 percent. LOL! Still can't believe Dawei also got 87 percent.
p5: Music: Almost fell asleep, caught a cold fuck it!
p6: English: Not much, just boredom and sleepiness. Just always hope school ends...
Soccer: The worst soccer practice ever! Mario and Charles were too good in defense so I basically did nothing and we won 6-0. Lolz...
Ok, just to tell you all that I broke up with Tsai Ling, don't ask me about it anymore or I blast your neck whatsoever! God dammit!

Shit tomorrow is Maths and History, I will fail!

My day...

2008-10-14T20:57:00.000+08:00

It was just a normal day, wake up, go to school, do your hw, dinner, and sleep.

Period 1: DT, it was ok, I was checking out blogs and the teacher didn't notice
Period 2: Mdrn: SUCKS, two tests, although I know I passed hopefully
Period 3: Eng: Just reading some baseball news, did nothing except those fucking questions
period 4: Sci: Played with the skeletons, feel grateful that it isn't halloween
period 5: This fucking stupid assembly, only good because we don't get art homework...LOL
period 6: Math: The worst lesson you want to be in, especially when your teacher is Mrs. Hunt who never promise you stuff LOL! I miss Mr. Jacobson!

That was my day... SAD...
Oh right, for China week, we shit in the bushes, and probably when we shit, we stand on other people's shit...LOL

瘋狂世界 crazy world

2008-10-13T18:48:00.000+08:00

如果说了后悔是不是一切就能倒退
回忆多么美活着多么狼狈
为什么这个世界总要叫人尝伤悲
我不能了解也不想了解

我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂世界
如果是你发现了我也别将我挽回

想了你一整夜再也想不起你的脸
你是一种感觉
写在夏夜晚风里面青春是挽不回的水
转眼消失在指间用力的浪费再用力的后悔

我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂世界
如果是你发现了我也别将我挽回

我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂世界
如果是你发现了我也别将我挽回

If the regret is not all will be able to back Recalled how the United States and how alive confusion Why should the people of the world's sad to taste I can not understand do not want to know I want to Fly a good escape from this crazy world So much suffering that so many tired, so many tears nameless I want to Fly a good escape from this crazy world If you do not find me, I will restore I think you can not remember the night your face Are you feeling Wan Feng wrote in the summer night there is a youth Wan Buhui water Disappear in the twinkling of an eye fingers and then forced a waste of effort to regret I want to Fly a good escape from this crazy world So much suffering that so many tired, so many tears nameless I want to Fly a good escape from this crazy world If you do not find me, I will restore I want to Fly a good escape from this crazy world So much suffering that so many tired, so many tears nameless I want to Fly a good escape from this crazy world If you do not find me, I will restore
中文 » 英文翻譯

Translation is according to the worst translator: Google translator...LOL

Another Monday

2008-10-13T18:38:00.000+08:00

This is the third Monday we had, only the third...
Tests are coming up soon: Mandarin, History, Science, French, and Maths... SAD!
Revising now, nothing much to say. So bye.

Darkness has layed clearly on the Earth now...

2008-10-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

Lol, I should change my blog to "Dark Place" and some of the 9ML people has started a war of rumors, fortunately I was just an spectator ion watching them fight...that felt awesome!! HAHA!
Well yea, they had to end the war by signing a treaty?!?!?!?!?! Dude this is not politics! WTF!!!
Seriously I want a form transfer, no w8, a school transfer and it will happen in less than a year...
I think DCS has turned our pure hearts into dirty hearts... we try to insult people as much as we can, including me...LOL, who should we blame?
I am confused...
I joke around, but most people take it seriously, I do sometimes. You might say I am a pessimist, but I am just telling you the real stuff.
I don't get about Jin needing a divorcing speech, is she and Bryan secretly married? Dude, you can't get married at 13 years of age, I feel weird.
Probably, the World has no brightness, everyone's heart is dark, just how dark it is.
But still, I encourage dating people, I mean, why would you not date when you are thirteen and you are living in a foreign world? I like someone in DCS year 9, I might tell some of you in the right time, but during a war, I should keep it secret. And I am telling you it is not Yvonne, Jin, or Adele! Or whoever you guys thought of!

Sad life, Stocks...

2008-10-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

The stocks suck now, do I need to explain?
The Taiwanese president is being scolded by other parliament members since the stocks suck in Taiwan, but it was not his fault...how sad...
And the former Taiwanese president, who illegally took our taxes, is being sued, great! Just give him a life sentence whatsoever! But it is impossible...according to my mom since he has too many fans, who have low education or not even educated... LOL! I call them old stupid human being. They believe all the nonsense what he says: "My wife tell me to save the money in the account in US, so I won't spend it!" whilst his wife has like tons of jewelries. "I change the money from places to places alot, so the bank workers can get money!" Who would do that? And he is only like 60 years old, he says he forget everything that happened, so not true...
SAD SAD SAD! His wife was supposed to go to court, and she pretended to say that she fainted and have a bad health! LOL! Why is she so healthy when she is buying her own jewelries?! Wow...
?! Weird Place !? Haha

D-Media T-Rex, fake baseball players

2008-10-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

Well none of you will know this, there are people just playing as bad as they can to play baseball, because gamblers force them to somehow.
You can see the darkness of baseball and even the world now, that is my title ?! Weird Place !? is totally correct. You can see the darkness of people's heart, just use cheat to win a huge amount of money. There were six people arrested.
One guy Shi Jian Shin said that he is a Harvard graduate, but evidence says that he is only graduated from high school...BASTARD! He just look like a bean planter or a trash cleaner... he said he is a Harvard graduate? Only weird people would believe that, for example: umm... Yvonne... LOL
Well just a report of the darkness of the world, LOL. Sad...
The world is destroyed by bad people...nooooooooooo...where are the good people?! Sad...
When the world ends, I will post: R.I.P. Earth, ??-??-???? if I am still alive, or it might be my son or my grandson or whatsoever...

Drums are the best...lol

2008-10-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

Well just had my drum lesson today, and I had to play this extremely hard pieces which is speed of 145 beats per minute and plenty of sixteenth beat notes... ok this is all nonsense since none of you I know play the drums.
Well yea, it was really hard and I almost pulled a hamstring playing that. Well at least the teacher that I have says that what I played was totally awesome although I thought it sucks, probably I there wasn't headphones when you play the traditional drums and I play electric drum kit for quietness... LOL I live in an apartment.
It was quite an achievement for me since the teacher says I play well, that was a really rare word from him and he says that I have quite a good ears for listening to the beats, LOL! Well I am a good drummer according to most people, well all of you will say I suck, I don't care.
And hopefully Jin and Yvonne don't see my blog, and Yvonne says I spell out trouble, should blast her in school on Monday LOL! Well we all know she is an evil human who likes the emo Viktor...LOL

Pirating...is good!

2008-10-09T18:21:00.000+08:00

LOL, I like pirating stuff, like 1059 songs on my iTunes are pirated...so what? As long you don't get found out by the police then you are okay! Lol, I just pirated a lot of stuff from the school iMacs, well everything except the Adobe softwares don't work. And somehow it says I have to uninstall my Photoshop then reinstall, BUT I PIRATED IT! So I had to download again and fortunately, Photoshop is quite popular. Well I just need the Keygens for Adobe then it should all work, how sad...
Well somehow Comic Life works although it said I am not registered, and all others work I think...
Bryan, if you don't pirate stuff, you are just throwing money to the sea, wasting it alot... this is a serious concern of your future life...
I also need to pirate Overture for mac, BUT IT IS SO FRIGGIN HARD TO PIRATE IT!
Dammit, I need it to print my drum pieces... sad life...
why is every software so friggin expensive? They have no life dammit!

Damn my life

2008-10-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

god... weirdos in 9ML and I have to live with it everyday! Like Jin and Yvonne are just the bastards! Hate life god dammit! Although school is better, but can I not have Jin?? Why is life so cruel???

And I am only allowed to use computer for leisure on weekends...this is what my parents call leisure:
Dont play Halo
Dont chat so much
Go to educational websites
Don't have to use computers everyday, do more homework (WTF!)
Read more friggin books
...
It is probably the same condition as Weiwei, how sad...

I OFFICIALLY HATE LIFE!

and I have a goddamn skin allergy now, it doesn't feel nice

Also just broke up with my gf sadly. My favourite code is now GDMTYTL, it means God Dammit Yu Tsai Ling... really is god dammit

Life really sucks... LOL

About me

2008-10-07T18:18:00.000+08:00

Name: Ping En Kuo
Nickname: Fabio, Fabs
Nationality: Taiwanese
Birthday: February 27th 1995
Job: Student
Hobby: Soccer, baseball, basketball, anything that does with computer, sleeping, eating, Drums, Music
Height: 170.5
Weight: 71 kg
Eye Colour: Dark brown
Hair Colour: Black
Favourite Soccer team: Chelsea FC
Favourite Baseball teams: Chinatrust Whales (CPBL from Taiwan), New York Yankees
Favourite Basketball team: Cleveland Cavaliers
Hate: some teachers: the one who stormed out of the year 8 end of year party 2008, and a really scary one you all hate, Mrs. Scary Christian Of The Titanium Interior (read the capitals), stupid homework that my mom gives, and bastards around the world.
Talent: Drum playing, soccer (goalkeeping, I am quite good at it)

Do I need to say anymore?

School started again

2008-10-07T18:01:00.000+08:00

Well school has started, don't know if it is a good thing, well for me it is. At least I don't have to do stupid work my mom gives, just the school. Surprisingly, school homework is way better than the one that my mom gives.

Camp is starting soon, not really looking forward to it, well since we go to a poor province. See, everything is weird! Why can't we go to Beijing? Costs too much? Well we PAY ALOT!!! GODDAMMIT! The tuition fee is so so so friggin high and we go to terrible places that are extra cheap...

I hope the hotel is at least four star or I OFFICIALLY HATE THE SCHOOL!

Doesn't matter, I am leaving at the end of Year 9, either to SAS or back to Taiwan. Hopefully I could go to SAS. Taking the SSAT test in November 8th, so yeah, hopefully I pass! Well I can go to SAS easier if I am American... dang it!

New Blog

2008-10-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

This is Fabio Kuo's blog, how weird.
After MSN spaces, now is to blogger
Hi, hard website to remember